人生的旅途The Journey of Life

Who am i?

2012-02-02T04:35:00.000-08:00

Kinda weird right? somehow, i did ask myself this question up to thousands times when i was in KL.
Living there alone, i really realise that i am changing. I think, this is part of growing up. And, mostly the communication with my college friends are using English. Of course i need to admit that, my English isn't good, but i always try to use it, talk it, speak it.

For last time, i used to speake out whatever i wish to.
For now, i need to completely think over what i need to say next.
For last time, i used to laugh non-stop.
For now, i need to keep my voices down.
For last time, i can shared everything with my classmates as they know me well.
For now, i need to learn to keep my stuffs as privacy.
For last time, i used to have a jokes with my friends.
For now, maybe because of using English, i'm not really familiar with the English jokes,so never joke in front of my college mates.
For last time, my friends used to say i am crazy type.
For now, i think i am more then crazy for sometimes.
For last time, i used to read Chinese books.
For now, i am suffering with the English text books.
For last time, i didn't care about the teacher in front of me, if the teacher is boring, i will sleep directly.
For now, even i am sleepy, i also need to open my eyes, listen to lecture. If i really fall a sleep, i need to record down and listen it again.
For last time, my class was full of girls.
For now, i think guys are more then girls.
For last time, i have my personal driver(my dad) brought me here and there.
For now, i have my Rapid KL card to bring me here and there.
For last time, i was in pressure, my piano is my best accompaniment.
For now, if i am in the pressure, my bed will be the best accompaniment.

My college mates asked me:" Vicky, where do you stay now?"
My answer:" Setapak, near Jalan Genting Klang."
My college mates:" Wao! it is far! You staying with your family?"
My answer:" Nope, i am staying alone."

Yea, i am staying there. Alone.
Part of growth right? Hmm...
I am growing up! Wahaha!! XD

开学咯！

2012-01-03T03:21:00.000-08:00

在面子书上就看到很多朋友都为了开学而烦恼，不想去学校。但是也有很多和我同年龄的同学就开心的说：“开学咯！但是不管我的事！”哈哈！！但是，我叻，就真的开学了。
第一天上学院的生活。
早上6.30起床，7.30踏巴士到wangsa maju LRT station坐LRT去学校。这段路整整拿了我的1个小时多的时间才到我的学校——Advance Tertiary College(ATC)。
去到学校后，上了第5楼，电梯已打开，学院正在装修着！不是吧，我要去哪里啊？一个人影都没有。然后我再下楼去。幸运的是，给我碰到教授，他带我上3楼的课室去。=)
在学校，第一位我认识的朋友——陆汉杰。我不懂我写对名字吗。哈哈...他长得高高，瘦瘦，白白，也很友善。=)
第一堂课，是数学。老师简短介绍的时候，我第一个反应就是，我肯定不会拿数学。因为它是比高数还要难得数学。要我命吗？=.=''
第二堂课，business study。感觉不错，我会拿它。哈哈！！
第三堂课，English Literature。我差点睡着了。ZZzzz...
第四堂课，Economics。我怀疑那个讲师对我国的经济很失望。一直讲有关我国的经济问题。可是也没办法，问题出现在那些领袖们的身上。

哇！很快很快...一天就这样过完了。
大家加油吧！！=D

Vicky

SPM countdown

2011-10-05T00:18:00.000-07:00

Exams Countdown

SPM is going to be a end! haha!!
I am now very hardworking. Wish to get a better result in the actual day!
Thanks!
Everything is going to be alright!
SMILE! =D

Vicky

心理学，我败了给你，但我没输。

2011-09-18T03:46:00.000-07:00

我去到了吉隆坡，看到车龙，精神开始有点紧绷压力。
我承认，我勇敢。我要追求我的梦想，便接受了"Help University College Psychology Challenge 2011"的比赛。得到了Top 50的名誉后，便来到这个城市。

换上了西装，心理的压力渐渐地增加。呼...压力来了...
Help University原来是“地下大学”。哈哈！我们必须通过地下室进去。然后只是一条路走，直直的。第一次去，我们全都迷路了。哈哈！
到达Hall的时候，眼前看到的都是说英语的华人，马来人，印度人。而且是蛮流利的。当然我也不差啦！呵呵...报到后，就进去Lecture Hall听了3个小时多的Lecture，就开始了Quiz比赛。
我其实还蛮挺顺利的，12题，我对了10题。比赛就一直这样进行，直到最后，我被落选了。
如果说，我没哭，肯定是骗人的。我期望已久的奖学金就这样从我身旁擦肩而过。那个时候，我懂我败了。心情很低落。
要上车的时候，把眼泪擦干，进到车，又笑着和妈咪说：“咪，我输了。”应该是妈咪注意到我的眼框有泪水，就一直安慰我。突然间，她还从她的包包拿出了一份礼物给我。是音符项链。

当时我第一句就问：“咪！多少钱？！”家姐就说：“你需不需要哦，第一句没称赞美不美，反而问多少钱？”我便很专注的看着妈咪，问多一次：“多少钱？”我其实知道这项链价钱不便宜，白金的，重量也不轻，心里就已经做好了一个价钱，至少RM200。妈咪便说：“RM288"我当场就快哭了！我太感动了。我当时不知道该怎样做，就说：”咪！我都没有拿到！根本就不应该花这笔钱！很贵！我受不起。” 怎么办？我又哭了。妈咪就说：“就算你拿不到，妈咪都已经买给你啦！你不要就给娜姐（我表姐）啦！”我当然不愿意呀！哈哈！可是我那个时候真的觉得自己太没有用了。
晚上，姐夫便带我们去吃任吃Steamboat!我这次吃得特别的多。发泄吧...
晚上的时候，我自己静静的想，我真的输了吗？没有了奖学金，我不能读书吗？不是。既然不是，为什么那么悲观？我还有很多很多科可以读！不是吗？
对。可能我现在真的读不成心理学，但是我并没有放弃这个梦想。
当我勇敢追求自己梦想的那一刻，我已经赢了。=)
感谢一直支持我的人，谢谢！

Vicky

其实，我想生气

2011-09-14T00:18:00.000-07:00

我总是被我班的同学拿来当笑柄要嘲笑。其实刚开始时，我不介意，因为我觉得我真的给到了他们一种乐趣。我也从来没有因为他们的作弄而感到讨厌。只是时不时，装装吓吓他们，让他们知道我生气了。可是，之后他们知道我只是装罢了，就一直攻击我。不过，我也没什么。＝）
有时候，我会觉得，是我把大家的关系牵连起来。有时候，我却觉得我其实并不重要。
他们会一班人，策划如何作弄我。成功后，就会说：“哈哈！媁棈又被作弄了！”　他们笑到翻地的样子，把我的气都给弄消了，反而觉得他们很好笑。真的。尤其是在，他们很用心的正在策划如何作弄我的表情。真的让我哭笑不得。
我班，张雪莉，打扮非常中性。就是她！喜欢个把叶子丢在我身上！头上啊！甚至衣服里面！我真的被她气死了！但是也生不了气，因为她是和我同座的，他也经常是我的老师，教我做功课。缺点只是这个，爱欺负我！没法，我的火气不了。
另外一个主谋，就是杨淑妮！我只能用一个字形容她，就是“色！”　没法，谁叫她那么色．．．哈哈！！
她的小动作，她的表情，她的笑声，就足以让我气消了。人长得矮矮，可爱可爱，有个红润润的肉脸，唱起歌来，特别的有金点味道，想象力超丰富！不过都是那种有虐待倾向的想法．．．=.=''
哎呀！我班的故事呀！可以拍成一部电影咯！超长的。
虽然，我很想生气，但是其总是在他们的面前消失了。怎么办？没怎么，就只好一直被他们作弄，当大家的玩偶，玩多几个月吧！不过，其实我也很开心的。真的。=)

Vicy

我被录取了

2011-09-12T03:00:00.000-07:00

完完全全地心跳加速。看到了mail box里面有信，看！我的A Level奖学金名单被录取了！
我真的很高兴！蹦蹦跳跳的，仿佛全世界为我鼓掌！
我真的真的很感恩。感谢我父母的支持，感谢天给了我那么好的机会去升学。
我公公婆婆听到我被录取后，很高兴地向我说：“韦，要好好读书啦！”
哈哈！公公婆婆，我会的。=)
可是我的朋友，没被录取到。
其实我很好奇，他们怎样选择的。不是看成绩吗？我的成绩比我的朋友差，而且我复印的成绩单，有一个学期，我完完全全就是差到...那个时候才3科A。而我的朋友很成功地维持了7科A，是每一个学期。
我真的很好奇，为什么他们选我不选她。

不过一切顺其自然。我会通过手机接受Interview。
一切会好的。加油！

Vicky

奖学金

2011-09-09T20:02:00.000-07:00

我没有想到，真的。心理学比赛，我既然入围前50名优胜者！是全马比赛！全马！哇！
真心的感恩...
下个星期六，在Help University的礼堂，进行比赛。我们会听3个小时的课程，然后进行回答问题。然后从当中，选出3位优胜者，在台上发表自己的意见，题目为：心理学应不应该在马来西亚中学实行？

我不晓得我是否能够成功获得他们的大奖（Fully Scholarship），但是我会尽力。
老实说，我对自己没什么太大的信心。能被选到的同学，都是一流的。我可能只是幸运加入。哈哈！！
都不知道到时的情况如何，会不会很压力？应该会。
下个星期五我会下吉隆坡。
愿一切顺吧！=)

明天就开始预考了，我希望我能用平常心来做大每一题问题。加油加油！！=D

Vicky

他做不到的10件事

2011-09-06T07:36:00.000-07:00

我认识一个人。
他很会读书。几乎科科都是A的。
他有一个很好的家庭，一个很好的妻子。
有两个孝顺的孩子。
日子过得平平稳稳，安安宁宁。
但是他做不到了一些事情。就让全家烦乱。

1.体谅妻子。妻子并不是守业家庭主妇，而是有正业工作。加上身体的健康不好，常生病。但是他却一直要依赖妻子，渴望妻子，要求妻子做家务，他却偏偏不做。没事了，就上楼睡觉，要不就上网。
2.低调待事。他总是炫耀自己有多棒，但其实事实上有那么好吗？
3.把声音降低。他总是把声音提高，为了淹没自己的缺点，但他却不知道，他的声音会给别人造成一种烦恼。
4.有爱心。他总是对他家的狗特别无情。也常把养狗的责任推给他妻子。
5.责任心。他对那个家有责任感，但却常责骂她的妻子养狗的事，大声的责骂，要她把狗给人了。
6.正常心。他的情绪是不稳定的。随时可以从高空中降落。心情好时，什么都OK；很突然心情不好，就破口大骂。
7.孤寒。从和她妻子结婚到现在，除了回乡以外，从来不带妻子出国旅行。
8.罗嗦。他可以一个事情重复又在重复的讲。
9.宽容。他可以为一件非常小的事而生他妻子一整个星期的气。
10.惜福。他的妻子是一位好妻子。她能够让他，她都会让。尽量不吵架。

我都是以正面的字来形容他。
我希望他看到他自己。
我知道人不是完美的，但是人可以要求完美的。

这个家，要不是因为妻子守护着，我想这个家不再是个家了。可能是一场战争。
请懂得珍惜。不要到最后时才来后悔。

Vicky

她与他

2011-09-01T19:46:00.000-07:00

一位女生，和一位男生在一起的时间不到一个月，就分手了。女生仍然爱着对方，但她并不知道对方是还否爱着她。
直到某天，他和她的秘密传开了，女生着急死了，到处问消息的来源，但是又不能太夸张，就私底下问。但什么都问不到。她告诉了他，也不晓得该怎么做。他问她，你介意吗？她说，介意，介意他会生气。然后她便告诉他，一切会好的，放心吧！
晚上时，她问自己，一切真的会好好吗？反反复复地问自己。却给不了一个正确的答案。
他的她，还是他的她吗？
或者，她的他还是会出现吗？
她的他，还是她的吗？

她感觉上他已经不是她的了。然后就哭了。
她想象不到事情为什么会变成这样。

便告诉自己，算了。他想怎样，就怎样。他就算告诉别人他们没有任何的关系，她也会服从。
反正一切总是要过去。

执著的来，没有好处。

我便告诉她，一切会好的。

Vicky

上了车，就只是等着下车

2011-08-23T02:17:00.000-07:00

前几天，去看了诒杰正在生病的妈妈，今天我却去参加了阿姨的丧礼。
昨天下午的时候，我知道了消息，阿姨在4点的时候，安详地走了。其实我也感到非常惊讶。
昨天才看到她好好的，今天就走了。不过这些是早晚都会发生。所以也没再掉眼泪，没再叹气。

阿姨对抗了病魔整整五年了。也到新加坡，中国接受治疗。诒杰爸爸伤心难过时，阿姨还会告诉他，不要伤心，她会与病魔对抗到底。说到这，我眼眶又有泪了。

诒杰爸爸为了不让小女儿伤心，就告诉她，妈妈走的这条路是每一个人都要走的，是个必经之路，让她不要伤心难过。对，说得很对。
也可能是因为这句话，诒杰最小的妹妹很乐观地接受她妈妈去世了。

裴恩（诒杰最大的妹妹），哭了。而且哭得很厉害。我们旁观者，其实什么都做不到，也了解不到一女儿失去了母亲的感受。我也只能说，不要哭，坚强些。

诒杰看到我的时候，我走向前告诉他不要太伤心，他便说，没事。我真的诚心希望他没事。
一切都会成为过去。

弟子诚心恳求佛陀，愿您能把阿姨带到你身边，愿阿姨来世不再受皮肉之苦，愿您能让阿姨全家人平平安安过生活。

人生就好像坐公共巴士一样。一旦上了车，就是等着下车。可是那段过程中，可能会是你一辈子都不会忘的记忆。

Vicky

原来树的生命比人的还要强

2011-08-21T03:49:00.000-07:00

我坐着安莎的车上，一直在想，诒杰妈妈的情况到底是怎样。真地是那么地严重吗？我一直都认为，一定还有救，一定会有奇迹的出现。可是当我踏进医院的那个当儿，看见他妈妈躺在医院，裴恩和她父亲在一旁，牵着她的手，为她祈祷。阿姨一脸长白的脸孔，大大的肚子，很用力的呼吸的样子，不禁让我掉下了眼泪。我几乎不敢相信，以前好好的和我讲话的阿姨，现在躺在床上，因为得了癌症,说话也不能出几声。我当时心疼死了。可是我又能做什么？我好希望好希望，诒杰一家人能够坚强下去。
回家的时候，一边走着，一边在想，立场换成是我，我会怎样？我越想，我的眼泪就忍不住，就快掉下来了。脚步就越来越靠近我家，看到对面的阿麽正在拔花，我就停下了脚步，再也忍不住泪水，哭了。阿麽应该吓到了吧。不好意思啊阿麽，其实我也不想的。

看着阿麽在拔花，也同时把他的茎，我脑海里忽然浮现了一行字：树，拔了他的茎，它还是能继续的活下去；人，拔了他的某部分，可能就终生留院或死亡。树的生命，原来比人的生命来个更强。

我希望，读者们，你们要懂得珍惜身边的每一个人，因为谁都不知道下一秒会发生什么事。人的命，可以像一只蚂蚁那么的坚强，为了家人，拼命到处寻找生存的机会；但是还是会有不幸而丧命的时候。我们人，只是靠着呼吸而生存，呼吸一旦停止，你就会闭上眼睛，再也打不开了。所以，不要埋怨。好好做自己，好好对待家人。

Vicky

孩子是无辜的，请不要把责任推到孩子的身上。

2011-08-19T20:45:00.000-07:00

一段婚姻，一个事业？你的选择是什么？
在这个生活上，有无数的可能性，有无数的如果，也有无数的后悔。可是每当你做出了决定，请你记住，你已经没有“如果”这两个字了。路还是得继续往前走。
好，让我分析分析。
要是你选择婚姻，你就必须做出牺牲。
结了婚，就必须对这家负起责任。而不是当面对困难时，说出一些不负责任的话。当初你为什么要选择婚姻？当初你为什么可以不顾一切做出这个决定？当初你为什么要放弃你的事业？我说到这边，你是不是有点后悔了？
有了孩子吗？有了孩子的话，你想给孩子一个完整的家庭吗？还是你想把孩子抛在一边不理了？
孩子是无辜的，你要是把自己的情绪放在孩子的身上，这样会造成孩子后天的学习及情绪有害。你知道吗？
要是没有孩子，那么就离婚吧！因为你没有责任要去受另一半的气。不过你要问问自己，你会后悔吗？没有了她/他，你难过吗？

要是你选择了事业，你也必须做出付出。
可能，你必须一个人生活；可能，你男朋友/女朋友因为你的疏忽，在外面有另一个人。
你可能很有钱，你事业可能是非常成功，你的生活被事业该占据了，你会有想想，你的家庭？回到家，累了，老婆在家做错了一些事，你就破口大骂！老婆也是人，也有感情的。要是你把外面的压力带回家，你就会觉得全世界都欠了你，你很不爽，想发泄。然后就一直与另一半吵架。孩子看到了，会有什么反应？你又想过吗？

一段婚姻出现问题，双方都有责任。
要是双方都还在固执不退让，那么这段婚姻就没有得救了。
那么受伤的只有孩子。
因为有不负责任的父母，才会造成孩子没有完整的家庭，造成孩子会有自卑感，造成孩子叛逆，造成孩子自我放弃，造成孩子不再信任父母，也同时在成孩子没有了前途。
你们不负责任，说不说要离婚，有没有想过其实你们还有孩子正在看？孩子正在学习？

孩子是无辜的。请不要把责任推到孩子的身上。

Vicky

抄心经祈福会

2011-08-16T22:43:00.000-07:00

今天，丹那美拉佛教会给大家举行了抄心经活动。考试就快到了，大家都因此而思紧张维凌乱。心总是静不下来。所以佛青特地为考生们举行了此活动。=)
早上，我与母亲走路到佛教会去，然后我跟随孙诗状老师上到佛殿去开始祈福。我们抄心经。=)

过程是这样，我们必需用花水洗手，然后念三称佛号，然后再念般若波罗蜜多心经。念完后，才开始抄经。抄完后，合掌许愿，然后回向。最后献灯。在这个过程中，环境都是保持安静的。然后用心去体会静的感觉。=)
跟着，大家都一个个走进来了。老老少少，叔叔阿姨们都来了。我看到这场合真得很高兴。很感恩大家都抽空过去佛教会，支持佛教的活动。

我抄完后，就开始帮老师，当义工。=)
我逗留在佛殿。一位5岁的小女生，和妈妈及哥哥走上来要抄经，我还看着她，心里正在挣扎着，她能写吗？
开始写的时候，我到一班小学的小六生看看他们写到如何，发现到他们写得挺乱的，甚至一些还在东张西望，专心不来。这是不是心乱而造成的？

我抬头一望，我看见那小女生的情况，和小六生恰恰相反。他很认真地去写，很认真地去看一笔一画。我走到他的旁边，这下真地惊讶了，她写得虽然慢，但是写得很整齐，很有心。这是不是因为心静，没有烦恼而造成的？

我在想，在这个社会，真的可以心静下来吗？才12岁的学生，心都那么的乱，更何况是中学生甚至大学生，或者已经出来工作的人士。
保持心静，真的是一门很深奥的学问。而且不是每一个人都能懂的学问。
我今年也是考生，可实是SPM的考生。我也希望我能达到自己的目标，做到最好。
同时也祝福我身边的朋友家人，平安喜乐，健健康康。
一切回顺利的。=)

加油！
Vicky

回忆及音乐

2011-08-16T03:19:00.000-07:00

我又回到了母校，我又回到了歌唱舞台，我又回到了小朋友的身边。叫大家合唱团，真的是我生命中最开心的事。
听着小朋友童真的声音，唱起来还真的没有到那个水准。不过，你会在他们身上找到了另一种味道，就是快乐的味道。
大家都很乐意的唱，很乐意得听我解释如何场合唱团。听我和我妈妈所配好的三重唱。真的不简单。
当我独唱时，大家又很用心得听怎样去唱，后来还为我的歌声欢呼拍掌。我要求的水准不会高，只要大家不受旁人影响，我相信“西方的风”这首歌，会场得很好听。
=)

我回到了母校《育正华小》，同时我也回到了我小学的回忆所。想当年，老师在班教书，我们没有一个是不认真地在听课。曾经把我的书给斯碎了的孙诗状老师，现在我们俩的感情都很好，总是保持联络。曾经猜穿我不做功课，甚至责骂我的张丽云老师，我们俩可好呢！碰到面都是以广东话来沟通。=)好好吧？
回到母校，感触真的很大，很大。
没有它，没有老师们的严格栽培，我想今天的我会是全级最后第一名那位吧！谁知道？哈哈！
谢谢，非常的感恩。
我永远都不忘记我的母校《育正华小》。

Vicky

Don't worry about what others think

2011-08-14T07:19:00.000-07:00

Spending your time worrying about what others think of you is certainly not uncommon. Everyone does it. But here are some things to keep in mind.
1.It is impossible to know what another person is thinking.
2.What other people think of you changes from moment to moment. Say, for instance, a friend tells you that someone said something bad about you. Of course, you will feel hurt and you begin wondering all kinds of things: what did i do to make this other person angry? Why is she saying these things? why can i do to get back at her? But important to remember that is this person could have been in a bad mood when she said what she did. Or she could have to trying to impress someone else. Or it is possible that something you did unintentionally hurt her feelings, and she is just react to that. We never really know what another person thinks simply by being told something he or she said.
3. You can't control what another person thinks about you. It might be really important to you that a particular person thinks highly of you. You might even try extra hard to get him or her to like you. But in the end, people are going to think what they think, and it is usually something you can't do anything about.
4. When you are truly felling good about yourself, you worry much less about what others think of you. This is the most important thing to remember.
Your times is much better spent working on what you think about yourself rather than trying to shape someone else's impression of you. This is the only thing that you have any control over, and it is the only thing that really matters.

Vicky

As you grow

2011-08-13T04:13:00.000-07:00

When the broken hearts are mended and the many tears are dried, you learn.
When you're over the old boyfriends and girlfriends and you realize you can live without them, you learn.
You see that the world doesn't end just because you think it will, and that sometimes growing up means letting go. You learn what real love is, and you begin to see that one friend who really care about you better than a thousands friends who don't. You learn that you can be strong, take each day step by step, and survive every sad moment. So feel the pain and cry the tears, go out and experience life. But when you're at the end of your rope, and you are ready to jump off that ledge, remember that heartache fades, pain subsides and though life seems at times too tough to handle, it's also too precious gift to waste. Keep on living, never give up, and remember: As you grow, you learn. =)

Vicky

Share some music with you all..=)

2011-08-10T03:14:00.000-07:00

Recently i had watched some MV from the internet. I think i should share since i feel this are the great song. =)

By Jason Chen

By Celine Dion

By Josh Groban and Charlotte Church

Nice song! and Enjoy! =)

Vicky

I did tried my best

2011-08-08T02:51:00.000-07:00

Seriously, I know this scholarship for me is very important. But the processes were killing me. This few days I slept not more than 4 hours. I was suffering from the insomnia again. My head can’t even think what I have to write in my essay although I have the points.
But I am very lucky. Yes, I am. =)
I have a friend, name Darren Wong. He help me a lots… really a lots… He did research for me although he was tired. He makes me feel comfortable and happy when chat with him (although he always gave me the pressures). He likes to ask me WHY? And this question is the scariest question in this world. =)
Since I didn’t do much research about it, I had no idea. Although I did the research, I was not 100% clearly understand the articles. And my mind just tells me: “copy and paste it, copy and paste it, copy and paste it…” And I did so. =(
While I chatting with him, sometimes, my eyes keep closing (too tired).
He keeps telling me how to write factor essays. Sometimes, I am shame on myself. Last time, I kept ignored the factor essays, thought of writing the stories which can score a better marks. Now, suffered. Because of my laziness, I have to suffer by only doing a factor essay.
I had thought of give up. I really do. I really hate to do the essay. But because of Darren, I tell myself that I have to continue. Darren is just a friend of mine (not boyfriend), but he still willing to helps me when I need his help. He sacrificed his time for me, not 1 hour, but more than 2 hours per day. As a medical student, I believed he is very busy with his study. But he still helped me. So, I tell myself, no matter how tired am I, he is tired then me. But he still stays in front of the computer, helping me solve my problems. I had no the right to say “give up”. =)
Thank you. Darren. I won’t care whether I get the scholarship or not, but I appreciate your knowledge and your time very much. I know I am not a smart girl. I have to learn something new for a long time so that I just can use to be. And I never thought my factor essay can be so bad. I have to said sorry to you too, always disturb you. =(
Can I say once again? I LOVE YOU!! =D hahahahahahahahaha!!!! XD

Thanks again! =)

Vicky

欢迎回来 =)

2011-08-02T02:43:00.000-07:00

我妈妈的学生（不方便说出名字，就叫P吧），终于从医院的门踏出来了。恭喜她。=)
今年小六的她，必须面对这病毒的危害，对抗病菌的扩散。患上心脏感染的她，终于在我眼前微笑了。
我记得，某天，我去医院探望她的时候，看到她身上插着一只针，吊着水。脸色苍白的她，时不时就发了无奈及无助的脾气。是的，一位才迈入12岁的小女孩竟然必须面对皮肉之痛，心肯定是不甘心。
她问他妈妈，为什么是她？为什么病菌找她？这个病菌让她不能好好入睡，让她头疼，让她伤，让她痛，她不过只是那12岁的小女孩，将面对小六检定考试的她，为什么会是她？
身为旁观者的我们，理解不了她的痛，她的苦。
半夜被医生叫起来打针，而且打了几次都打不进（我不是责骂医生，而是当时医生的确是有错在先），她痛得大喊了起来，在一旁看着自己的女儿无辜被误打针的妈妈，心疼得叫医生停手，医生才停手。
我说出来的，都只是一小部分的痛。里头的详情，只有她一个人了解。生病的痛，不禁带来了失望。
现在熬过了。
P，可以继续读书，要好好加油！
踏出了医院，当你踏会进去时，我希望你是穿着白袍的医生，踏进医院，为众生服务。
祝福你。
=)

Dream

2011-07-31T01:49:00.000-07:00

Change all my blog background.. It seems it is another feeling right?
Actually i have nothing to write 2day.
But i wanna share something that you will feel weird.
I am a girl, who full of feeling..??
Hahahahaha!!
My friends told me about their dream, I feel very happy.
No, is extremely happy! I can smile whole day because of this small matters.
I think i am crazy...>.<
They have their dream, i have my dream.
I have 2 dreams. =)
And i going to archive it...
Feel the same with me?
Hahaha!! I really hope my dreams can come true.
Everything is going to be fine!
SMILE! =D

Vicky

不想后悔 don't think of regrets

2011-07-26T04:16:00.000-07:00

My friends asked me, since you two already broke up, why still can contact each other like a normal friend?
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My answer:
A lot of people said: If really fallen in love with each other, they can't be friends because the feeling was different and they can't accept it. I didn't think that way, dear friend. =)
At first, yes. I have to admit that i can't accept the feeling was totally different from last time. It was hurt and uncomfortable. Seriously, i don't like it. =) but when i think twice. Faith. Faith had brought me to this world; Faith had brought him into my life; Faith had brought me involved in the LOVE STORY; Faith had gave me a chance to meet him. This is not a easy task don't you know? In this earth, why i didn't meet others but only him alone? Faith =)
I appreciated it a lot. I saw a lot of incidents happen in front of me. Example: One of my relative just pass away yesterday night. Everything happen in a sudden! No one can predict what's going to be happen next. I don't want to be regret. I don't want to lose a friend, and i think what i did is correct! =D

Have to accept the feeling. Because it will not returned again. Try to use another way of thinking, then u will realize that everything is just back to normal. =)

Vicky

放下及执著

2011-07-25T00:15:00.000-07:00

昨晚，我和法师谈了谈关于烦恼，心定，及放下的话题。
人生真的不长，也不短。这在乎你如何看待你人生的路走得有多精彩或悲哀。
很多人，包括我在内，都是因为烦恼，执着而让我产生歪念。
我有一位朋友，今年与我同年龄。
我们可以算得青梅竹马吗？哈哈！！大家都是幼儿园的同学。
最近，她的母亲因癌症细胞扩散都其他内脏，时间不久。当我听到这个消息时，我吓呆了，我哭了。
妈妈便说，我那么容易哭，怎么能做大事啊？
我哭，不是因为同情我朋友，我是站在他的角度想他的感受。我心碎了。
我不知道，要是换成是我，我应该怎样做，我会选择逃避吗？面对？实事太残酷了。
我不可以用字来形容他的痛，因为没有一个字能够概括他心里的伤及痛。
现在他妈妈在家了，弱了。
我也不知道该说什么好。
看到他，就像看到我自己以前假装坚强的样子。
妈妈哭了，病了；爸爸不理会了，睡了；而我哭了，累了。
假装坚强，真的很辛苦。
不能在别人面前透露一点点地伤痕。
不能向别人倾诉。
不能告诉别人，事情的来龙去脉，而换来安慰。
都不能。
假装的坚强，不哭，微笑，大笑，是白天的演示。
假装的坚强，哭了，累了，恨了，埋怨了，是晚上的发泄。

我多希望，我的朋友，能够更坚强，考好成绩，考上好的大学。不要放弃自己，不要埋怨命运，注定的，是不能够再去改变了。
要好好善待自己。
放下，烦恼就会少。
放下，你就不会在执着。
每天向佛陀忏悔，礼佛。
你的心就会定下。
一切随缘，愿来世，你们母子俩能够再重逢。

加油！SMILE！=)
Vicky

Final Essay...=D

2011-07-20T23:39:00.001-07:00

John Rawls claims that "Justice is the first virtue of social institutions, as truth is of systems of thought." Everyone, no matter poor or rich, they have their own right to get their reputation and self respect.
I remember back in my fourth year of secondary school, I was arguing with my English teacher about a bad grade that she gave me in one of my essays. Because I knew that my essay was right on track, I composed an argument based on the requirements that she asked for to be in the essay. I gave her my argument and after she checked my essay again she said that I was right that the grade I received was unjust so she changed my grade from a D to a B. Last few months, we went to the computer lab to do a questionnaire for career choices and I remember that eight out of the ten choices were related to the field business however one career, for some reason, grab my attention, Law. These events change my life, the first one showed me that I could accomplish whatever I want if I put the effort and my intelligence into it.
The second occurrence was the most important because for the first time I had a goal set in my life, I had something to work for, to accomplish, and that goal is to become a lawyer, specifically a criminal defense lawyer.
My first goal in life cannot be accomplished without an A-Level certificate. Thus, the majors I been focusing my education on is Legal Studies. My rationality, perseverance, and passion to learn and understand a concept can be put into great use in either one of these careers because law is universal, is crucial for society, and it affects people in many ways and through rational analysis these effects can change people in a good way. That is why law is fascinating because one's values can be reflected upon it.

I am already putting a challenge forward. Where there is challenge, that is where you will find me.

我看见了温馨的笑容

2011-06-07T21:00:00.001-07:00

昨天，我到KB练琴。练完了后，就到我好朋友家吃午餐。
他们一家人，其实只是一个小家庭。但因为曾经过一段很辛苦的路，所以他们一家人就变得与众不同。
我从小就认识她了，可以算是很要好的朋友。所以，我也常去她家玩。
我妈妈是她妈妈的同学，两人都非常的要好，所以啊，我们两家人都非常亲密。=)
自从她的父母离婚后，她的妈妈就一个人承担孩子费用。
记得我听妈妈说，她大哥要去美国深造的时候，爸爸一分钱都没有出，还把之前所存下来给孩子的钱通通花光了。要到外国深造的人，至少要把100千马币放在银行作为保证，然后到那边学费及生活费自负，所以非常的重本。当她大哥这种情况出现时，当场流下了懊悔之泪。可是她妈妈并没有阻止他到美国去深学。
自从那天起，她妈妈忙碌个不停。到处到银行借钱，可是银行说她已经破产了！当时，她吓呆了！她怎么会破产呢？她想不通。银行人员告诉她，她必须还银行300千马币才能恢复原本的状态。当时她傻眼了。
她知道，自己不能放弃，她也曾告诉自己，不能够这样就倒，因为她还有4个孩子等着她去养，等着她回家。
就这样，她到处找啊找，找那笔庞大的数字，好让它恢复正常，然后顺利地向银行借钱。
经过了一段时间，她成功把那300千找到，还给了银行，就借了一笔钱，供养大儿子的学费及生活费。
当我去探望她的时候，她几乎都向我妈妈她很不舒服，背后疼痛之类的病痛，也吃了不少的药。我妈妈也常替他感到不开心。
终于，她大哥在美国顺利地毕业了。
最近，他回来大马。
就在昨天，我大舅买了午餐给大家享用，她，我，她妈妈和我大舅都坐在同一张桌子吃午餐。
她大哥很有心，他应该已经吃了午餐，所以没有和我们一起享用着午餐，不过他弄了Rebina ice blanded 给大家喝。非常地感谢..=)
妈妈问他：“哥！你要和我公私(共享）吗？”
大哥便说：“好啊，妈！你喂我。”
妈妈毫不犹豫用手喂他一口，而他也把嘴给开大，吃妈妈手上的饭，然后对着妈妈笑了。
一个23岁的大男孩，就坐在我对面的男孩，这样与自己的母亲有着那么亲密的动作，让我的心温和了许久。
我真得很高兴，可是不知道为什么会那么高兴，我的高兴时带着羡慕。
我想，她妈妈知道自己做的一切，都是值得的。

可能，你们会觉得，一个23岁的大男孩，既然好象个小孩，要妈妈喂饭。
可是，你们有没有想过，你们有多久没有这样与母亲那么亲密吗？不要说喂饭，大多数十多二十多岁的人，不再敢与母亲多说话，深怕母亲多问。是吗？
她大哥是一个懂得感恩的人。他做这些动作，一点都不会感到害羞，反而非常的自然，这表示说，他知道他妈妈是多么的疼爱他。
懂得感恩的人，才是最幸福的人。

=）

My new puppies...=)

2011-06-02T07:30:00.000-07:00

I was at KB last few days, practised piano...
I totally out of my mind, seriously, my scales just like HELL!
I can't played it fluently, accurately, detectable. OMG!!
100% stress now...
Today, i just back from KB. Having facial treatment... it is painful...T.T
Yea! My dog, Molie had gave birth to 5 puppies.. CUTE! i just gave them a name.

first pup: Cello (girl)
Second pup: Viola (girl)
Third pup: Piano (boy)
Forth pup: Drum (boy)
Fifth pup: Violin (girl)

haha!! nice name...=D

hmm...
By the way, i just get know about the news of the Malaysia government will not give the JPA scholarship to the SPM high archiver.. such a ...XXX decision...
But for me, i had nothing effect...
Because i never hope for the Scholarship of the government...
=)
Good luck for everything...!

Good night world
(10.48 pm)

请别爱上双子座女孩

2011-05-30T07:16:00.000-07:00

请别爱上双子座女孩
双子座没有安全感，也不会给别人安全感
请别爱上双子座女孩
双子座爱不起，更怕伤害
请别爱上双子座女孩
双子座喜欢折磨人，一会儿对你好，一会儿对你坏
请别爱上双子座女孩
双子座喜欢自欺欺人，一直说以后一切都会好

双子座很坏，很坏，很坏
双子座的女孩,
坚强,
果敢,
淡然.
她的心脏时常会痛,
就象那些碾转在自尊下的爱,
疼了痛了哪怕心都要死了,
也说不出口.

她独立，也坚强，
她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿意跟任何人提起，
但其实骨子里是很小女人的,渴望有一个避风港湾，让她去依靠， (这个避风港..绝种了吧)
但是她必须确定那个人是否可以承受得了这一切的。
承受她的撒娇、她的无理取闹的缺乏安全感，她的倔强，她的悲观，她所有的性格缺陷，
且永远不离不弃。
只有这样，她才放心。

不会害怕有一天将要面对失去。
如果没有，那么她只好继续孤芳自赏。
她有点懒，猫科动物喜欢睡觉的，
她不擅长做家务，她喜欢悠闲自由的生活。

其实双子座要的并不多,她要的只是一个温暖的家,
家,对双子座女生来说太重要了,
还要一双父母,几个知心朋友,一个她爱并且爱她的人,
金钱名利地位，其实女生对这些看得很淡泊。
唯一具备杀伤力的只有感情，
感情如果受到挫折，那说不定真的毁了她们，
也许她还要的东西是自由和希望，
她们努力去营造一个属于自己的并且是永远的城堡，
如果真的可以，双子座女生愿意一辈子居住在里面，再也不出来.....

双子分手后完全不会像处女座巨蟹座在人面前要死要活，她嬉笑怒闹，变得更加“开朗”
在听到有关他的话题时，从不刻意回避，她适当参与，淡然微笑
她的表现总会遭人怀疑这段感情的深浅而人群中只有那些知道背后情节的人才看见她背后的眼泪和努力
双子座的女孩从来不会在情人面前大声哭泣，但她几乎每晚都躲在被窝里独自哭泣到天亮
如果你看到她的眼泪，请相信这绝不是她在博取同情，这是她这样一颗内心骄傲的女子不得己的场景

分开后，你会觉得她周围的异性多了起来
可是你不知道事实是曾经的她为了表示对你的专注，竟然傻到可以疏远那些朋友 ;)
现在的她，只是想找回原来的自己
当然，你大可以放心，或说的得意
她需要计算很长的时间才会开始新的恋情她想对你负责，对他负责，对自己的过去和未来负责
但请你不要轻易给她承诺和誓言，即使她很难相信，但她还是会选择等待和坚持
哪怕她料想得到结果，她也会选择认命
双子座的伤不浓烈似酒，只是一杯白水，可是她们早已让它渗入生活的点滴
她们选择在其中淡定，在其中沉默……
双子座就是这样
外表坚强，内心脆弱
孤傲只是用来保护自己，害怕被伤害.

双子不是一个平常的星座,
最喜欢热闹最主观最守时虽然偶尔会迟到
最不会讨人欢心最重自尊
最讲义气最自悲最爱出锋头最输不起最内向
最有保护欲最没有秘密灾难中最冷静`乐观最暴躁
最怕寂寞最光明磊落最不被理解最喜欢穿彩色衣服
最没耐心最冲动
双子座的女孩抑不是平常的女孩,
她充满阳光的气息,
常喜欢指示别人,
她的家庭不一定很是富裕,
但她都是习惯了养尊处优,
她很优秀,
也习惯了掌声.
她五官或许不是很精致,
但却有一种想让人多看一眼的独到气质.
她喜欢热闹,
总会成为聚会的焦点,
她也享受孤独,
静座在一个人的房间听着很伤感的音乐.
或会有人对她嗤之以鼻,
她也总是一笑而过.
她总是习惯在人前伪装的很坚强.
其实她很脆弱,
也很善感,
看到电视剧情节的感人之处,
听着伤感的音乐,
或是读到了小说里的别离时刻,
她的眼泪都总是情不自禁的掉下来.
她经常会觉得孤独, 寂寞,
抑是想一个人.
她从不轻言爱,
她的爱很沉默,
那并非是因为她缺少那份勇气,
在她的心里有一道栅栏,
那就是自尊,
她看得比生命更尊贵的自尊.
如果有一个双子女孩对你说她爱你,
那么,希望你好好珍惜她.
即使你不爱她,要拒绝,也请你委婉点,
因为当有一个双子女孩向你说她爱你的时候,
那就代表在她的心里你的分量胜过了她的自尊,
甚至,
她的生命.

Good night world
(10.17 pm)

娘

2011-05-29T05:42:00.000-07:00

儿子刚上小学时，父亲去世了。娘儿俩相互搀扶着，用一堆黄土轻轻送走了父亲。
　
母亲没改嫁，含辛茹苦地拉扯着儿子。那时村里没通电，儿子每晚在油灯下书声朗朗、写写画画，母亲拿着针线，轻轻、细细地将母爱密密缝进儿子的衣衫。日复一日，年复一年，当一张张奖状覆盖了两面斑驳陆离的土墙时，儿子也像春天的翠竹，噌噌地往上长。望着高出自己半头的儿子，母亲眼角的皱纹张满了笑意。
　
当满山的树木泛出秋意时，儿子考上了县重点一中。母亲却患上了严重的风湿病，干不了农活，有时连饭都吃不饱。那时的一中，学生每月都得带30斤米交给食堂。儿知道母亲拿不出，便说：“娘，我要退学，帮你干农活。”母亲摸着儿的头，疼爱地说：“你有这份心，娘打心眼儿里高兴，但书是非读不可。放心，娘生你，就有法子养你。你先到学校报名，我随后就送米去。”儿固执地说不，母亲说快去，儿还是说不，母亲挥起粗糙的巴掌，结实地甩在儿脸上，这是16岁的儿第一次挨打……
　
儿终于上学去了，望着他远去的背影，母亲在默默沉思。
　
没多久，县一中的大食堂迎来了姗姗来迟的母亲，她一瘸一拐地挪进门，气喘吁吁地从肩上卸下一袋米。负责掌秤登记的熊师傅打开袋口，抓起一把米看了看，眉头就锁紧了，说：“你们这些做家长的，总喜欢占点小便宜。你看看，这里有早稻、中稻、晚稻，还有细米，简直把我们食堂当杂米桶了。”这位母亲臊红了脸，连说对不起。熊师傅见状，没再说什么，收了。母亲又掏出一个小布包，说：“大师傅，这是5元钱，我儿子这个月的生活费，麻烦您转给他。”熊师傅接过去，摇了摇，里面的硬币丁丁当当。他开玩笑说：“怎么，你在街上卖茶叶蛋？”母亲的脸又红了，支吾着道个谢，一瘸一拐地走了。
　
又一个月初，这位母亲背着一袋米走进食堂。熊师傅照例开袋看米，眉头又锁紧，还是杂色米。他想，是不是上次没给这位母亲交待清楚，便一字一顿地对她说：“不管什么米，我们都收。但品种要分开，千万不能混在一起，否则没法煮，煮出的饭也是夹生的。下次还这样，我就不收了。”母亲有些惶恐地请求道：“大师傅，我家的米都是这样的，怎么办？”熊师傅哭笑不得，反问道：“你家一亩田能种出百样米？真好笑。”遭此抢白，母亲不敢吱声，熊师傅也不再理她。
　
第三个月初，母亲又来了，熊师傅一看米，勃然大怒，用几乎失去理智的语气，毛辣辣地呵斥：“哎，我说你这个做妈的，怎么顽固不化呀？咋还是杂色米呢？你呀，今天是怎么背来的，还是怎样背回去！”
　
母亲似乎早有预料，双膝一弯，跪在熊师傅面前，两行热泪顺着凹陷无神的眼眶涌出：“大师傅，我跟您实说了吧，这米是我讨……讨饭得来的啊！”熊师傅大吃一惊，眼睛瞪得溜圆，半晌说不出话。
　
母亲坐在地上，挽起裤腿，露出一双僵硬变形的腿，肿大成梭形……母亲抹了一把泪，说：“我得了晚期风湿病，连走路都困难，更甭说种田了。儿子懂事，要退学帮我，被我一巴掌打到了学校……”
　
她又向熊师傅解释，她一直瞒着乡亲，更怕儿知道伤了他的自尊心。每天天蒙蒙亮，她就揣着空米袋，拄着棍子悄悄到十多里外的村子去讨饭，然后挨到天黑后才偷偷摸进村。她将讨来的米聚在一起，月初送到学校……母亲絮絮叨叨地说着，熊师傅早已潸然泪下。他扶起母亲，说：“好妈妈啊，我马上去告诉校长，要学校给你家捐款。”母亲慌不迭地摇着手，说：“别、别，如果儿子知道娘讨饭供他上学，就毁了他的自尊心。影响他读书可不好。大师傅的好意我领了，求你为我保密，切记切记！”
　
母亲走了，一瘸一拐。
　
校长最终知道了这件事，不动声色，以特困生的名义减免了儿子三年的学费与生活费。三年后，儿子以627分的成绩考进了清华大学。欢送毕业生那天，县一中锣鼓喧天，校长特意将母亲的儿子请上主席台，此生纳闷：考了高分的同学有好几个，为什么单单请我上台呢？更令人奇怪的是，台上还堆着三只鼓囊囊的蛇皮袋。此时，熊师傅上台讲了母亲讨米供儿上学的故事，台下鸦雀无声。校长指着三只蛇皮袋，情绪激昂地说：“这就是故事中的母亲讨得的三袋米，这是世上用金钱买不到的粮食。下面有请这位伟大的母亲上台。”
　
儿子疑惑地往后看，只见熊师傅扶着母亲正一步一步往台上挪。我们不知儿子那一刻在想什么，相信给他的那份震动绝不亚于惊涛骇浪。于是，人间最温暖的一幕亲情上演了，母子俩对视着，母亲的目光暖暖的、柔柔的，一绺儿有些花白的头发散乱地搭在额前，儿子猛扑上前，搂住她，嚎啕大哭：“娘啊，我的娘啊……”

For sometimes

2011-05-26T06:54:00.000-07:00

Recently, I looked back my diaries... And realized that, i had missed out somethings. It is called "Enjoy".
I can't make something which is fake and become real. But i can still enjoy the moment that i should enjoy, but not complain.
Last time, i will throw all the diaries that wasn't i like. Now, i have a little bit of regret. I told myself not to try it again, keep it no matter how the situation is... because this is my life journey. =)

Just finished my school exam, the coming soon exam is piano exam. I always imagine there's a person stand behind me and listen my music, after i finish one pieces, he/she will praise me... haha!! maybe i am training myself to the compact situation that will face later. i should asked a person came to my house, stand beside me and look at me while i play. Then i can face the panic problem... huh... good idea... is there anyone willing to come to my house? haha! XD

Happy holiday by the way...=)
Hope all of u having a great and enjoyable holiday...=D

Good night world
(10.05 pm)

The holiday gonna start

2011-05-22T07:33:00.000-07:00

Well, around 1 month for me busy with those activities, tuitions, homework, and learn to stay away from the shadow of love...
last month, 23 of April, he back from Australia to attend his brother's wedding.. that few days we got contact again... maybe because of me...
the feeling was different like last time. And i wasn't happy at all...but i know i have to face it well before regrets come to me. So i just continue it...=)
until the last day, i sent him a long message. That time, i feel i was free! Single life back and i am happier...=D
This is one of the important incident which will happen in most of us. Every single person will have at least one person walked into their life and teach them a lesson and walked away...
of course, the process wasn't sweet or happy, but it is a extraordinary experience in our life...=)

Life is always full of freedom, it just depends on you how to bring it out from ur life...

Holiday gonna start. Piano exam is coming soon... but my scale still stuck at there....T.T
Hopefully can go through all the difficulties with a smile... I think i am stronger then last time now... hehe...XD

Good night world...
(10.54 pm)

理直，气不壮（给教育部副部长拿督魏家祥的公开信）

2011-04-28T05:55:00.000-07:00

拿督魏家祥：
您好。首先我必须向您说声抱歉，应为我知道，许多事情非你所愿，或许也不再您的管理范围。
只是，深为华裔教育部副部长，或许您能解答一些疑问，为考生寻求答案。
在还没提出问题之前，我想先说说本身的经验。
1994年我在SPM华文科考试中考获A等（彼时尚无A+），我就读的加影育华中学，当届考生超过四百位，然而包括我在内，仅仅五位考生获A，比率不到2%。基本上和往后十多年的获A比率相同。我必须陈述一个“主观的事实”——大部分原本可以拿A的考生在华文可拿不了A，大部分原本可以拿A的考生果然在马来文和英语可拿了A。
2005年，我的弟弟在SPM华文科考试中获得A2，他在另外十一科都考获A1。我家从小受华文教育，弟弟接触华文的时间（报章，电视，书本等）远比其他语文多，且他还以华文创作，可以说，华文水准绝对比马来文和英文高。可惜，成绩却让他愕然。当然，也许是我弟弟临场发挥不好。但太多类事的个案，恐怕就不能说是“意外”了。
因为这个A2，它的不到JPA奖学金，只好接受新加坡政府奖学金，如今正在新加坡国立大学修读博士班，毕业后至少需在新加坡工作三年。而三年后会不会回马为祖国贡献，谁知道呢？
1994年到2005年，在到今天，17年过去了，华文科，难考A的症结，还在。
如今又加入了“青出于蓝”的难兄难弟——中国文学。0%。没有一个人考获A+，而这是典型的“背多分”科目，甚至有人曾在考试中那一百分。
我们不能再沉默了。于是整理出四个问题，刊登在这起的第四和第五页。
我简短地复述如下：
1. 到底要获得多少分，才能获得SPM华文可以中国文学的A+？
我们知道，每个科目都有一个评断等级的Curve，我们也知道在中国文学考试中。肯定有考生的成绩超过90分。但他们都没有拿A+。谁是画线（等级的Curve）的那个人？
2. 华文科很多开放式的问题，但批改老师却以指定的字眼来给分，指定意外的答案能否的份？不同的批改老师是否能公平的评断？
我是这解答星洲日报副刊刊登于2011年3月15日的华文模拟试题，发现试卷二摘自林清玄《爱与雪》的理解题，四题中有三题的答案是开放式的，只能写自己的“主观”想法。我尝试回答，但或许不能给出“标准答案”或批改老师能接受的答案。
3. 中华文化悠悠五千年，考生只有短短五年。每星期五节华文课，国中生更只有三节。即败局的名句精华，文言文选文可以是任何一个朝代——考虑到客观环境的种种限制，这样的考题范围会否太广了？
4. 华文科师资短缺的问题解决了吗？
有些国中从不获委派合格老师，只好聘请邻近的华小老师来执教。有些国中不肯设立母语班。有些国中母语班，老师来自华小。有些华文老师，一人应付数百位学生。
《学海》周刊多年来致力推动“我讲华语！我考华文！”运动，每期都特别出版位请老师写华文科练习，每年也主办华文科考试技巧讲座会，尽可能帮助考生备考。
每年一月，马华公会推行全国报读报告华文运动，《学海》特别专题报道。刊登于589期，以示支持。
我们知道，报考华语是我们的责任。拒绝报考华语，无论什么理由，都是不应该。但华文难考A+，给了我们一个难题。我们即使有理，气怎么也壮不起来了。别说学生，我们在喊“报考华文”的口号，也喊得有点泄气了。
我们只希望，您能解答我们的问题。也请您继续努力，让考生在努力之后，取得理应取得的成绩。
希望能得到您的回复。谢谢。
祝愿您：
工作顺利
《学海》周刊主编
曾翎龙

*摘自2011年第十二期（no.597）《学海》周刊。

別把自己的世界看小了！

2011-03-20T07:19:00.001-07:00

生命中可以實現的事無法侷限的，是無法限制的，除非你自己在心中把它限制住，把它侷限住。
by伯恩。崔西

試想從小到大，環境帶給你多少的影響呢？

你的爸媽是如此說：「只要好好的唸書，考個好成績，進好的大學、研究所，將來出來就可以找一份好的工作，安安穩穩的過一生？」

這幾乎是每個年輕人都常聽到的話，這是上一個世代父母親的觀念，但…這是你想要走的路嗎？

也許有人會說，我沒有好的家世背景，我沒有認識權貴的人，我沒有有錢的女朋友或男朋友，所以這輩子很難翻身或是成功，只求安穩的生活就好了。

可是，沒有這些，就真的沒法成功了嗎？

世界第一的汽車銷售員喬吉拉德在35歲之前是一個徹底失敗，連老婆小孩都要離他而去的人。

美國策略成功學大師伯恩‧崔西在30歲之前的工作是打零工、加油員及建築工人等工作。

暢銷書作家羅勃特‧T‧清崎在成功之前也曾度過睡在破車上無家可歸的生活。

但這三個人分別成為世界第一的汽車銷售員、美國策略成功學大師、暢銷書作家(富爸爸！窮爸爸！)，他們的出身都是來自艱困的背景跟家世！

其實，你的出身並不全然決定你的一生，重要的是你的志向。

王永慶若是因於國小畢業就認命！蔡萬霖若是因於菜販就認命！就認為自己無法翻身！今日就無台塑集團和霖園集團！

過去不等於未來，過去的你是怎樣的人雖然重要，但是更重要的是你想成為怎樣的人！

在他們這些白手起家的創業家眼中，都有著不向命運屈服，大膽向命運挑戰的勇氣。

你可以提得起、擔得住嗎？

相信自己！

如果連自己都不相信自己能做到！

那又有誰會相信你呢？

所以你必須克服的最大心理障礙；就是自我設限的念頭！

不要再相信那些認為你做不到的人，他並不瞭解你！

只有你瞭解自己的雄心壯志！

大膽的放手去追逐、去實踐、你想要做的事！

別人把世界看小！

但是世界卻永遠浩瀚！

重點是，你別把自己的世界看小了！

我不弱（I am not weak)

2011-03-17T19:02:00.000-07:00

You always say:"if it is urs, it will be urs, but if it is not urs, no matter how u force, it won't be urs."

At the first, yes.. i agreed what u said. But time had tough me, if u didn't work harder, u will lose what u want...

I can't admit that, i m sensitive. but i didn't force u to make any decision, only when u said that, u hurt me again and again... i doesn't want myself to be hurt by anyone else. included u...

I force myself not to cry, coz i wanna show that i am not weak.
But still, when i was singing, my tears drop without my control.
I try to not be ur burden, i just want to be girl behind u. But i am too sensitive.
I care what u are doing, I care what u had told me, I care there's a girl hug u in ur latest pictures.
I an not that open minded, sorry to say that.

But i am happy that, u still remember my birthday. =)
Just because u always ignore our relationship, i am sad because of that.

If u really don't love me, please just tell me. Then i won't do the stupid reaction.
If u really don't love me, please tell me why...

Just from ur heart, who am i? am i important for u? or just a stupid spider that want to climb up the wall although it knows it can't?

I am not weak. I won't cry although u hurt me again, because i already use to be...

一个字 - 忙！

2011-02-26T06:30:00.000-08:00

要考试了！可是还没有读书的心情...这次死咯...T.T
BM, BI, BC, EKO, SEJ, MATH, ADD MATH, SCIENCE, ACCOUNT, MORAL
十科啊！不过，说真的，我也没什么担心，总觉得，不会难吧...哈哈...可笑...
上个星期刚拿到laptop,acer branded...
我还蛮喜欢的...
基本的function都有，我喜欢的是它的procceser是i5的,做东西都比较快，不会慢到像乌龟一样...哈哈！！
可是，我还是要存钱，我要mac book!不过，太贵了...没$$...
也好，要是每次都这样容易拿到我要的东西，我麻不会珍惜？呵呵...=)

我现在也开始习惯了，不等他的信，不回他的信。因为还是决定要做朋友...比较稳...
就算他是我身边的路人，我都要感到高兴，因为我会因为它的出现而感到高兴...=D

加油吧！
明天还有一大堆补习等着我啊！唉...

Vicky

再苦再难，也要让儿子活下去

2011-02-13T03:37:00.000-08:00

新华网广州9月27日电（朱如丹廖桂旭张中宝）惠城区汝湖镇大良村委会大坑村民小组一对老夫妇生有3个子女，一家人本可享受天伦之乐。可命运不停地捉弄他们，一次又一次地剥夺这个家庭的快乐和希望：1988年，14岁的大儿子冻死在放学路上；1995年，还未结婚的女儿患肝癌去世；去年，小儿子检查出右肝有个肿块，很有可能是肝癌。医生说需要手术治疗，整个治疗过程约需10多万元。这个不幸的农村家庭拿不出这笔费用，只得放弃手术治疗。面对一次次不幸，两个老人没有被打垮，说再苦再难也要让儿子活下去，祈求能得到社会好心人的帮助，替他们挽留最后一个孩子。
日前，记者一路颠簸，穿过崎岖山路来到惠城区汝湖镇大良村委会大坑村民小组。66岁的高如春等候在一幢白色的砖瓦房门前，满面皱纹刻录着大半辈子的沧桑和悲伤，他一双长满老茧的手紧紧握住记者的手，激动而悲伤，又带有一丝期望。
走进他家，除了一台陈旧的电视机和两张床，几乎再无其他东西。就连这砖瓦房也是别人借给他们住的。
祖屋倒塌，高如春借住兄弟房屋
据《惠州日报》报道，高如春坐在凳子上，磨蹭着双手，神情迷惘，在生活重压下，老人的精神有些恍惚。
在高如春住处不远，记者看到了高如春自己的家：泥砖墙的房子已经倒塌，只剩几条横梁和矮墙散落在瓦砾上，一个古老破旧的柜子陷在废墟的泥坯中，断壁残垣上杂草丛生。
这是高如春的家，祖传的老屋，他在老屋出生，在老屋结婚生子。几十年过去了，老屋已破烂不堪，屋顶漏水墙壁剥落，岌岌可危。高如春没钱建新房，也没钱维修房子。亲朋戚友怕老屋坍塌，2年前一位同房兄弟把自己一间瓦房借给高如春居住。高如春从老屋搬出没多久，老屋就倒塌了。
1988年，16岁的大儿子冻死在放学路上
高如春有3个孩子，虽然生活比较贫困，但一家5口倒也其乐融融。不料，1988年底，当时在汝湖中学读初一的16岁大儿子高德达，在放学路上发生意外去世。
发生意外的那天是星期六，下午四五点左右，在学校住宿的学生都放学回家，高德达和同村几个同学一起骑自行车回家。没想到离开学校不久，天气突变恶劣，气温下降，风雨大作，几个同学都走散了。
别的孩子都已回家了，天黑了高德达还没到家，家里人开始着急了。村里派出十几个人沿路寻找，天快亮的时候，几个村民最终在一条小路上发现了高德达，他被自行车压住，已经没了气息。村民们估计身单衣薄的高德达无力骑自行车回家，想返回学校，可能在返回学校途中发生意外被活活冻死。
大儿子的意外死亡对高如春打击很大，一下子苍老许多，变得沉默寡言。
1995年，肝癌又夺去了女儿生命
高如春的女儿高秀媚一出生就患有肝病，从小就是个“药罐子”，长年吃药，家里的钱差不多都花在为她治病上了。1995年，高秀媚病情变重，在市中心人民医院再次住院时，医生诊断为晚期肝癌。由于家里没钱让她继续住院治疗，回到家一个多月后，30岁的高秀媚病死在家里。
一位女村民告诉记者，高秀媚本来有一个男朋友，两人已准备结婚了，但在婚前体检中，查出高秀媚患有肝病后，男方不肯与其结婚。
白发人先后送走了2个黑发人，高如春的妻子深受打击，精神面临崩溃，大病了一场，卧床一年后身体才逐渐恢复。高如春妻子今年63岁，由于身体虚弱，她只能在家帮忙做一些家务活。
2005年，小儿子被查出右肝长有肿块
小儿子高新芳生于1974年，随着他的逐渐长大，高如春又看到了希望。然而命运的捉弄仍在继续。
18岁那年，高新芳准备进厂打工，但进厂前的体检中发现患有肝炎。十几年下来，高新芳的病情时好时坏，去年他感到身体非常不适，打针吃药见效不大。在一位在广州工作的堂哥资助下，高新芳到广州做CT检查，结果发现“右肝叶占位病变，拟肝Ca可能性大”。医生说要马上动手术，手术费用最少要3万多元，随后的化疗费用还要8万多元。
高新芳的堂哥打电话问高如春怎么办，身无分文的高如春一筹莫展，不知如何是好。没有钱，只能回家吧。
高新芳得知检查结果时，感到很害怕，他还年轻，不想死。听说做手术或可挽救生命时，他看到了一线希望。可当父亲说没钱要他回家时，他一下子绝望了：家里没有钱，哥哥姐姐已去世，父母亲上了年纪，自己要是有个好歹，父母亲以后怎么办？
儿子每周要拿250元去看病，高如春被当地政府纳入低保
为了帮剩下惟一的小儿子和病魔作斗争，高如春一找到钱就给儿子去看病。
高新芳没钱不能到正规医院看病，如今在惠东一个中医处看病，每个星期去一次，每次车费加药费要250元。每个星期筹集这250元成了高如春的首要任务。儿子能拿着这250元去看病，高如春就看到了希望。
高如春告诉记者，很多亲朋好友都借过钱给他儿子治病。大家也都知道，借给他家的钱很可能拿不回来了，但还是照样借给他。看到他家经济困难，一位亲戚还把4头各30多公斤的小猪送给他饲养，希望把猪养大后能卖钱给高新芳看病。
得知高如春家里的情况后，惠城区汝湖镇把高如春纳入低保。老实巴交的高如春说，因为有这么多人帮助，小儿子才有钱看病。但是，儿子看病要花很多钱，一年低保费只够儿子一个多月药费。
今年5月份高新芳到市中医院检查，发现肝部肿块变大了。说到儿子的病情可能加重时，高如春泣不成声，“我们夫妻俩年龄加起来已有130岁了，我就剩下这个儿子了。再苦再难，也要让儿子活下去。真希望好心人能帮帮我儿子。”
高如春老实勤劳，街坊邻居尽心帮助却有心无力
在村头的一棵大树下，坐在树下乘凉的村民们告诉记者，高如春为人很老实，也很勤劳，很能吃苦。因为女儿一出生就带病，虽然高如春很努力耕种，但挣的钱总不够给女儿交药费。
大坑村民小组组长高玉忠说，高如春是个很负责任的人，也很肯帮助别人，村里有什么事他都会去帮忙。他的妻子也是个很善良的人，很少说话，从没和邻里发生过矛盾，是个勤勤恳恳的耕田人。可不知为什么命运如此作弄人，这么老实的人家接连发生不幸：前2个孩子死掉了，剩下的一个孩子又患上这样的病，村民们都很同情他，力所能及地帮忙。但由于大坑村是个比较贫穷的村子，面对高新芳高额的医药费，村民们有心无力。

Distance is the best thing to hone love

2011-02-11T19:31:00.000-08:00

There must be many people do not agree,
After all,
Cannot care for separated cling to each other are always lost heart.
Two people can be tired all day of course
Can be very happy together and are less lonely,
But there are few lingering thoughts.

Who has a long distance relationship is lucky
Because you have a willingness to work with you
You have the same dedication and dreams
You have a strong heart to have the courage to challenge hateful distance love
Is not it happiness?

Every time
When a man quietly and think
There’s a person is the same with you,
Protecting the weak love.
That is so fragile in the warmth of love
Who is not a long distance relationship cannot understand the mind
That is a silent communication,
Is unconditional trust in a big crowd to find such an unconditional trust their own people?
Is not that kind of happiness?

Often
Two people get together will inevitably be the effect
They often go shopping together for dinner
But often overlooked class communication on the mind of a true love
What is most important to communicate it to maintain the freshness of love
Allow the other party to understand the present love is the kind of person

Allow the other party to know
now is how to love a person only by understanding each other love,
we will be misunderstood
will not have missed so long distance relationships love
love people who have the advantage
that they cannot see the face with a long time
With sad feelings to talk on the phone every time
they are equivalent to a heart to heart talk to each other can understand each other because of the miss so very little
misunderstanding between them to understand
the understanding of each other,
to understand this not one of tolerance is kinds of happiness?

Lubricants are also considered sweet love, right?
Not a pair of lovers can be as remote
as a range of opportunities to lovers sweet talk every time
the phone will always say something inadvertently "miss you" "and " "love you"
even if the words are not more people will say
the same love for each other because there is only "language" as a tool to express their feelings because of the expression of love,
in fact they are able to adhere to the long distance single
people are deeply in love with the kind of love plain rivers in time
but I think this is the intense envy of all the people
that love has a love
Do not you happy?

In love,
I am most afraid of is that the distance can be as long as real love is,
after all ...
ah ...
the distance together is so deep in love
What is it?
Nothing because the long distance relationship if you broke up so easily
Do not blame the sins of the distance,
you should be glad that they left a people who do not really love you because of the distance in front of love is not really
what love is also so
if you do not feel lonely,
far away to be glad
you do not feel wronged by loneliness and longing in exchange for a true love that can boast of love

If you are in a class together
you can have a tea
and self-study class together
with class notes
does not matter one second left there the next second

If you two are in a school
you can go library together
to go into the canteen
and outdoor movie site to see the moon with the stars run with eight hundred small trees
with hand in hand into the future one day at least
but not least you can graduate together

If you two only in a city
both of you can have a shopping
can also play video games together
eating ice together
take the elevator
can think of the city in a small shop with a fun place
to go but not going to miss a week,
every week,
after all,
is not empty for each a holiday are holiday

But some people never miss the moment
since they can't meet each other often
they dare not forget the unforgettable memories.

But some hands had no way to pull some long,
long time reluctant to part with the kiss only to the phone...

There is no rain umbrella to her bowl with
the meat of his favorite folder
can not only think of it to his dream of the night
she woke up because he has another side to the disclosure that clothes shopping and feet hurt the people do not feel bad to
remind that "go home" learning tired to tweak her fleshy face
and tell her you do not lose weight in fact,
that idea does not keep the fat has endured the odd phone call to tell him
and then heard him say:
Good, next time we meet together......

Next time?
How long the next time?
A person a person guarding a man strong belief in a person waiting,
etc. with the words:
with our next meeting!

Trust each other a long distance relationship
to the imagination of space
but also make the other to produce a sense of insecurity
and cause indiscriminate suspicion on the other side of love
is often in these suspicions is slowly dissolving away in the trust
therefore among lovers manifestation of respect for equality
between the bridge is to consolidate confidence-building the most effective way a long distance relationship
but love is only the lack of trust in each other have become vulnerable to suspicion
Faithful companions of lovers
in different places is not easy to produce a psychological loneliness
and this alone will evoke inner desire and desires only the absolute loyalty to withstand the temptation of loyalty
from the fast-paced world is not "stupid"
it is feelings of respect and loyalty of their respect is not "crazy"
it is a faithful refinement of noble character is not "stay" It is a moral and a responsibility

Courage is needed is the first long distance relationship
a kind of courage
the courage to dare to challenge the reality
a courage to bear any risk of a failure
courage to frankly face the reality is that to understand a powerful yet invisible force,
we cannot expect to happen situation but the courage to compete with this force
we can have the courage to accept the result of the failure

Understanding
understanding is built on the basis of trust is no trust,
no way to understand just because one side or the other things busy work
does not hesitate to contact the winding and
furious to know that
the pressure of reality will not let you live so easy to try to restrain their emotions
and learn to understand each other
and appreciate each other's hard work to do in the spirit of mutual
understanding will become the two pillars of this emotional temperature regulator

In addition
to long distance communication from the space-time caused by the psychological
distance cannot ignore the feelings and communications
is to maintain the best way to shorten the distance of communication
can make from the improper become an obstacle and appropriate
communication can become a driving force to the distance
Therefore, communication is both art and science.

Target
distance relationship should be locked a
nod should not fend for themselves in fact,
a goal long distance ultimate goal is to create the same conditions of life for people who love living in beautiful but I cannot,
reach the two lotus Bingdi environment is the end
To grow in love with a piece of the earth
since we must spend whatever should be every effort to secure

Patience
to wait for long distances
the day accompanied by more than two people
should be patient
so the patient does not embrace the cold,
lonely day,
can only endure the anxious countdown
to know a long distance relationship,
but is in a race against time to win you insist on living in a defeat by time
a man will forever miss distance affair
so be sure to look in the marathon in the hold on hold on
as long as you can get rank you do not need to finish the win!

I hope you can understand…

自杀，你得到什么？

2011-02-10T03:48:00.000-08:00

好，现在社会处想了很多很多负面的问题...
自杀，在马来西亚，在短短的两天一共有3件自杀案...
而且全部是跳楼自杀...

我在这边，只献给他们一个字：笨。
为何我说笨？
1）自杀除了跳楼，还有很多方法，为何不选择简单又不痛苦的方法？你是否知道，跳楼的那个过程，从楼上跳到下来，你的内脏已经四分五裂了，非常的痛苦。那个痛，犹如你心脏在5秒钟大量出血，甚至裂开。一般人，皮肤被割伤，就痛得掉下眼泪，试问在体内被割伤，又不能留出血，那种苦，是无法形容的痛！所以，自杀，你会得到一个字：痛！
2）自杀，等于自己杀自己。你的生命是你父母给的，你父母并没有杀害你，你并没有权利杀害自己。你犯的罪，除了杀生罪，还有的是不孝之罪！当年父母把你生下，并没有把你杀害，反而好好栽培你，而你其实就是他们的作品，既然你是他们的，你更是没有权力说想自杀就去自杀那么简单...所以，自杀，你会得到一个字：罪！
3）自杀。你死了以后，以为没感觉了，所以你以为能逃避一切的痛苦。错！你不能，因为你已经犯下了罪恶，地狱的门都是为你而开...你是逃不过受罪这个监牢...所以，自杀，你会得到一个字：苦！
4）自杀，会让身边关心你的人留下一道伤痕。而且是一道永远去处不掉的伤痕。他们会在你遗照前掉下眼泪，甚至崩溃大哭，在严重些就是当场昏倒被送入医院。你看！这种伤痕并不是皮外伤，而是心伤，而且给他们会留下很恐惧的阴影，深怕身边的人在这样做。你看到这种场面，你会感觉怎样？所以，自杀，你会得到一个字：伤！

所以，自杀，你得到什么？几乎都是负面的结果，那为什么要去自杀？生命可贵。生命犹如一支针和线，往高处掉这下来要穿过那5mm的小洞，很难才可以穿过去。生命就是如此困难得回来的，为什么要那么快结束这生命，而不好好地去珍惜呢？

好好对待身边的人，好好珍惜这上天给你的奇迹。你现在所呼吸着的瞬间，都是你生命延迟下去的奇迹。=)

Vicky

爱就是要努力在一起!

2011-02-07T06:15:00.000-08:00

不要相信日韩肥皂剧中所谓的因为不能让彼此幸福而离开。是否想过，你们正是对方的幸福。爱不是逃避，是努力。不是逃避着给彼此幸福的责任，而是努力的实现让彼此幸福的义务。当你说离开是为了不让对方受到伤害的时候，你已经给对方造成了最大的伤害。爱就是要努力在一起。

不要因为害怕彼此离开而体谅。体谅是因为爱，而不是因为恐惧。爱是一种责任，不可以轻易的离开。让你为离开而恐惧的人，算不上爱人，就算付出再多，要离开的人，终究是会离开。

不要觉得不了解也会有爱情。在不了解的时候，我们仅仅是喜欢，达不到爱情。当彼此的缺点暴露出来以后，很多时候这喜欢也就会结束了。爱是宽容，爱着彼此的一切。爱上不了解的人，或许，你爱的只是他的新奇罢了。

不要相信对你说不介意你跟异性过于亲密的人。这样的人不是骗你就是在玩你，或者根本就不在意你。你会不介意你的爱人和异性亲密到忘记你存在的地步么？想想就知道了。或者，他本身就不介意在几个异性之间周旋。

不要在几个异性间周旋。爱情是2个人的存在，容不下第三个人。凡是觉得可以左拥右抱的无非是网上YY小说看多的人。爱情是专一的，请记好。

不要给彼此太多的压力。适当的和异性保持距离，对你们的爱情是有好处的。过近的距离，也许会在不经意间，做出让彼此难堪的举动。

不要去欺骗你的爱人。记得，若你没有骗他一辈子的把握，那么便对他说实话。当谎言一再被揭穿的时候，有可能一切都结束了。

不要觉得样貌会成为很大的障碍。60年后，有没有人能没有皱纹，没有白发？谁又能不变衰老，不变矮小。也许你没有貌，但你有才。也许你没有才，但你温柔。也许你没有温柔，但你.......也许你什么都没有，但是也许，他正爱着你的平凡。

不要把周围的环境看的太重。谈恋爱的是你们，和周围的人又有什么关系。但是请善待彼此的家人，朋友。很多东西，只是给自己的借口罢了。

不要认为他爱你便不会离开你。在你的一再伤害下，他也会离开，因为你不懂得珍惜，不值得他去爱。懂得珍惜，才能懂得爱情。

不要因为冲动说一些过激的话。没有人愿意拿热情换冷漠，[/color]拿体贴换伤害。冲动的话语，也许已经伤透了他的心。钉下一颗钉子容易，但是拔起它，你是否能修复好栅栏上的洞呢？？如果你已经说了，那么请道歉，用你的温柔去尽量弥补，只是是否有用就无法确定了。

不要玩失踪。动辄无故失踪十天半个月的人，很难给人安定的感觉。也同样会让人为你的安全而担心。

不要去践踏自己的尊严。你可以没有他，但不能没有没有自己的尊严。记得，他不爱你，你做什么他都看不到。

不要轻易许下承诺。做不到的承诺，比没许下更可恶。也许很多男女都喜欢那一张张空头支票，但当你发现每一张都不能兑现的时候，你还会爱着这个骗子么？

不要只为自己活着。人活着不是只为了自己。父母，爱人，孩子。也许我们会要做很多我们不喜欢做的事情，但是为了他们，请不要抱怨。因为，爱是一种责任，是一种担当。

不要给你不爱的人任何希望。希望越大，失望就越大。也许你只是喜欢被人爱的感觉吧，但是当失望来临的时候，你也许会因为你的贪婪，而被对方厌恶。

不要后悔。不管做了什么选择，是不是正确的选择，请不要后悔。时间不可能倒流，每个人都要为每个人的过错承担责任。很多时候，错过的就再也回不来了。

你懂吗？

2011-02-05T21:10:00.000-08:00

新年前夕，那天晚上，我真的好怕，好担心。我真的不动要怎样处理，面对一班自己讨厌的人，坐同座，一起吃晚餐，真得很恐怖。hmm...
不过还好，他们并没有正面讲我，都是话中有话那样说我罢了。也不算是处处针对我吧...=)
大年初一，我到阿麽家拜年。然后到姑公家拜年。
他们开始辩论，有关plastic bag的话题。由于都出生在有钱人家庭，他们并不知道赚钱很辛苦。
我虽然只是坐在一旁看，不过我听到，观察到的，他们所说的没有错，不过他们不懂得取体谅其他人想要表达的意见，这也是说他们不懂得尊重对方，说出有钱人说的话。还有，他们这样辩论，最后的答案是人类的错。对！是人类不懂的环保，那人类该怎样去改变人类的想法？
哈哈！我也只是在旁边看看笑笑...懒得和他们谈么多...
然后就下太平玩...
这次的新年还算是特别...不用会阿麽家住，还在太平玩了一天...挺过瘾的...XD
这边有几张照片和你们分享...=)

2011年，兔年快乐..=)

非介绍你不可

2011-01-31T04:18:00.000-08:00

李佳薇演唱的，回家...

赶赶赶！！
要看啊~她是马来西亚人...
改次在详细介绍...
拜拜。..=D

新发型...

2011-01-30T03:00:00.000-08:00

和大家分享，我最近的新发型...=D
特别，并不是很特别，
美丽，并不是很美丽，
整齐，并不是很整齐，
舒服，并不是很舒服，

那么，为什么我要去剪头发叻？
我也不懂，
心血来潮，
就往头发发泄，
剪了它，心感觉好很多...

不会很美，不过我喜欢，
第一次见的娃娃装，
看起来好怪啊...可能是不习惯吧...XD

今天，李浩老师也是一样，
心血来潮买了20杯的冰淇淋...
我拿了一个又一个，
这次，想减肥，但越减越肥...
怎么办？
等下嫁不出去就残...
哈哈！！XD
姐姐今天回来，明天到。
明天是大姐佑莉的生日，希望她平安喜乐...=)

这几天我会开始忙收拾屋子，大扫除。
因该是过了年再update吧...

就趁现在祝贺大家，新年快乐，兔年万岁！

我不是这样

2011-01-29T00:43:00.000-08:00

刚完成一首创作。
歌名为我不是这样
还没有正式的填词，不过还是要感谢piggy bear，
给了我那么好的灵感，
做了一首让我自己觉得满意的曲...

hmm...
我开始觉得，人不管遇到怎样的一个状况，
不管你身边有多少人反对，
不管你对他人有多大的肯定，
坚持，才是最重要...
我曾经说过，
要懂得珍惜，不然到最后时，对方也不珍惜你时，你就会失去了他。
是完完全全，不回头看你一眼的他。

真心相爱，到底里头隐藏了什么苦头？
可能未发觉...

没有人是完美的，而没有一个人是完全没用的
想想，其实缺点是生活中的良伴啊~
他能够在你生活添加乐趣，
让傻傻的你，给了大家快了啊~
缺点，是我们生活的一个转折点
它会让我们更加成熟的面对未来。
所以也不算是坏事啊..
对吗？=D

我有缺点，你也有缺点，
不如勇敢去面对种种的缺点，
那生活就不是白活了...
大家，
加油~

Vicky
和大家分享
黄金猎犬宝宝...太可爱了！
真的好想拥有它...XD

Cute!! Love it... i swear, i will adopt one for my own pet...=D

感觉

2011-01-28T05:31:00.000-08:00

爱情，
给以前的我，会觉得很幼稚，因为觉得背着父母谈恋爱，是一种幼稚及讨厌的感觉。
经历过一次，真的有想过不想再谈恋爱了。
经历过一次，开始觉得没有一个男人是好的。
经历过一次，对男人反感了。

我是一个很容易收拾自己的情绪的人，一旦分手，我都会尽量不会让自己受伤。
隔一天，就会脸带笑容，和大家有说有笑，就这样，大家都看不到我是否受伤了，或者大家会说我花心。

之前，
我还可以控制自己，用恨去解决心结。就这样，我才能够让时间帮我洗刷以前不好的回忆，甚至把我的日记都扔了。
可是最后，1年的感情结束后，我既然没掉一滴的眼泪。

现在，
一个月的感情，我掉泪了...
我哭了...我到底怎么了...
我很思念他...
我会不时打开电话上网，
给他来信，问候他...
每次都是我主动...
我不介意，因为是我要知道他在做些什么，而且距离那么远，要是其中一方不主动，这段情就完了...
我的确知道，这段情很难维持，
不过我想尝试。
我把我的心，紧紧地锁着，
告诉自己，不能常找他，他很忙...
一天最少都会有一封信给对方，
其实我已经感觉到很幸福了...
至少我知道，你还关心我...
你说，当我需要你的时候，你不能在我身旁，
我现在就告诉你，即使你不在我身旁，我也会因为有你的存在而感到开心，欣慰，因为你的出现让我的生命有完美的回忆...
我给你发短信，告诉你我很伤心，
不是因为我想要你的影子，而是我只想要你的关心...
我对你没有什么要求，
我从来不敢想你会回来马来西亚工作，
而我，知道自己经济有问题，不能出国，
所以我只好期望奖学金，要不然就是嫁了给你，和你出国去。
我的确是想过，
可是，感觉上，这都是我自己的想法。
你没有想过我，
或者你根本没有想过要和我一起走到最后...

当aboy告诉我的时候，你有了女朋友，
你知道我的感觉吗？
当你告诉我，我们之间真的很难要维持下去，
你知道我有什么感觉吗？

你说，你知道。
可是这种感觉，是我第一次经历过的。
我不想哭，但最后还是忍不住了...

不过还好，我们的感情就只那么的一个月，还不深...
可是，我想让你知道，
我不想放弃，
年尾你回来，年头又回去，
年尾你回来，年头又回去，
那年尾你还会回来吗？

我不懂...

水灾

2011-01-06T04:23:00.000-08:00

最近都以直下雨。而且下得很大！我从学校会的那条路几乎淹到我的膝盖了！哎...还要过多久啊...
不过，这也算是一个很好的经验...=D

呵呵...=D

希望雨赶快的停...
我的脚就从见光明...XP

天空是蓝吗？

2011-01-03T02:40:00.000-08:00

望上去...头顶上的天空...
深深地呼吸...
问自己，天空为什么总是那么多情绪？
天空闹脾气时，总把我从美梦中吵醒。
天空快乐时，阵阵的微风从我脸颊经过。
天空悲伤时，他的眼泪总是往我的头上掉。
天空忧闷时，让我总是心情疲累，想找周公去。

天空，总是蓝色的吗？

不过，
蓝色的天空，给了我很自由，很轻松的感觉...
看看那蔚蓝的天空，我就觉得自己活在一个快乐的天堂...

对着天空傻笑，
看起来真的像白痴，
可是我开心...=D

蔚蓝的天空，
你能成为我的另一半吗？

新年...

2011-01-02T03:21:00.000-08:00

明天就开学了...
昨天，我看看了我的日程表...
一个字-->"满"
每天都要在10点过后才可以放松...
我的Bear，piggy bear，在他那边就差不多12点半了,能联络的时间，真得不够...
只有拜四，我比较OK...huh...

中五了！！终于中五了...
大了,却不想长大...感觉时间真的过得很快很快...
2011年,不是2010年...
韦...面对现实吧...
T.T

SPM要加油！我等着那我 piggy bear 的礼物叻...
加油！加油！加油！=)

Vicky

boy and girl

2010-12-20T03:38:00.000-08:00

2 person, live in different city, different country...
they in love in a second, but don't know whether can be together or not.
it seems difficult,
but the girl still believe,
they can be together one day...

hope the boy, can trust the girl
the girl now study very hard,
to get the scholarship
to the country where the boy lives,
then their love won't have distance.

the boy please be back,
keep the promise,
then the girl won't be sad

I hope the boy can wait,
I hope the girl also can wait.

For 1 year...

嗨嗨！

2010-11-28T03:31:00.000-08:00

真的好久没写了。你们好吗？
最近，我除了到医院检查，还参加了中学佛学领袖训练营。大家刚到的时候，都说：“我想回家，我很闷，很后悔来到这个营。”等等的话。过了几天，又换话了：“我不想回家！法师，及时还有佛学班？我好不舍得啊!"哈哈！真的改变的很多。
参加这次的营，我没有后悔，当初我要大家去的决心。我做的一切，我感觉到，这都是值得的。非常的难得。认识了不少的朋友，认识了不少的领袖，更开心的是，认识了好多好多法师。。。=D 我不会忘记，这一切切。不管打针吃药，住院发烧，我都要告诉自己，我太幸运了！感恩<3

What Is Choir?

2010-08-26T00:08:00.002-07:00

What is choir team?
As i know, choir is a team of music lovers who want to produce the melody and harmony without the music instrument...
A complete choir must have Men and Women's voice. Everybody have their own responsibility, different stage of key, different type of singing skill, and this i dare to say, it is not easy...

Who is the leader of the choir?
Conductor...

All the music, the harmony are under control by the conductor.. NOT THE PEOPLE WHO SINGING..

Actually i wrote this of course i have my own reason...
A week ago, i had handle a team of choir... the members are all my friends from the young age.
There is a sentence said like this, 2 tiger cannot live in one place. In this choir team, there are many many problems. First, the attitude problem. They were not listening my words and just want to do their won style...ok, i try to help them and not argued with them. Second, they don't have the music tone, they just like a piano that the key had ran a way. I am frustrated, i scolded them using very rust words, "Yin Chi" means totally don't know music, can said they are stupid in music. I know that's my fault. ok, the main problem is, Hui Ching and Li Hui. I don't know whether others got gossip about me, but i am very sure, two of them BOOM me very serious!
First, i had told them i don't want those song that they choose, but they ego, they still want it. ok, i teach them. After that, Hui Ching want to sing Titanic. I already rejected this opinion, but she still want. She don't ever listen to me and directly asked permission from teacher. This is called DISRESPECT!!!
Never mind, after we had rehearsal in front of the teacher, both of them started BOOM and SHOOT me inside their class... How sad m i? I am the conductor! but i had not power in this choir team. I teach this choir, i gain both disqualify.My father scolded me because of this, and now, they didn't support me and BOOM me!! Since i don't have any supporter, I choose to give up.
I AM VERY DISAPPOINTING...And i dare to say, this choir team had NO QUALITY at all...
huh... what a stupid people singing without tone...
haha!!

But i am happy, because i have a group of best friends behind me. They know i am sad, they tried their best to cheer me up. I really feel thankful for them...
Thank you...
4 IK 1...^^

Heechul said about Hankyung

2010-05-25T01:00:00.000-07:00

In 2008, Super Junior has achieved an unprecedented hit with ‘Sorry Sorry” They became the record king and also sweeped various awards including Golden Disk Awards, becoming dignified overseas including Taiwan and Hong Kong. However, the good comes with the bad. After moments of happiness and glory pass, bad news came. Member Hankyung requested the dissolution of his contract against SM Entertainment

The wound that Kim Heechul has received was especially big. He lived in the same dorm as Hankyung and had a special relationship with him. Their special relationship can be observed with his cyworld minihompy containing full of pictures that they took together. He said, “I was in a big chaos. It was difficult for me to laugh on TV and dance on stage.”

Afterwards, he did not go on any of the stage including year end award shows. For 3 months, he lived in seclusion, locking his door. His only friends were two cats. Kim Heechul revealed, “I had some lingering emotions. Since I did not meet any people, depression got worse. I had lived with Hankyung, drinked together and was really close. It was mentally difficult.”

During his difficult time, the person who supported him was oddly Eunhyuk who he did not think was close with. There was a distance between them as Heechul who liked entertainment and Eunhyuk who’s a devout Christian were complete opposite of each other. However, Heechul came to himself when Eunhyuk said, “hyung’s not good at singing or dancing, but we can’t survive without you hyung.”

Leeteuk and Shindong also told him encouraging words and Donghae came to his house and made dinner for him. He thought, “I’ve been too attached to one friend when there are many friends who are trying to go the same direction, .”

He emptied his mind. His mind became comfortable after thinking, “when we and Hankyung do well we can meet each other.” Heechul was able to talk about difficult problems on variety shows.

“Because he’s a friend, I despise him, feel sorry, upset. Even though I have many mixed emotions, I’ve become better now.” Kim Heechul said, “I told Hankyung to come over when he gets married.”

Actually, other members were shocked when Hankyung left. It was because the members did not even know about the problem. Leeteuk knew about Hankyung leaving after reading an article. Even though, they were shocked, on the other hand, they felt sorry.

Leeteuk said, “because we were always together, I think we forgot that he was a foreigner. We should have talked a lot but because we were busy we didn’t get to communicate often. It must have been difficult for him to have made that decision. I feel sorry.”

However, after the rain, the ground gets harder. After experiencing various incidents, actually the members became more close. We were able to feel the members’ preciousness. Kim Heechul said, “what I learned after experiencing this is that we have to treat each other well when they are with us. We were able to feel the members’ preciousness.”

Leeteuk also said, “I think we are working harder to fill the empty spaces of other members. There’s always a place for them. They just have to come back. We are going to work harder so that when they feel that they want to come back, they would be able to come back without any burden. ”

Super Junior came back with SJ Funky’s complete version of ‘Miinah.’ The album’s getting hot attention with pre-order of 200,000 CDs.

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OMO~~ hankyung T.T

haiz...

My new custom

2010-05-23T03:56:00.001-07:00

My competition custom..
2moro exam ...
haiz..
Sejarah(history) and BM( Malay )
haiz...
wish me luck la...^^

Vicky

Nowadays teacher...

2010-05-11T07:28:00.000-07:00

What i had experience...
When the student make something careless mistake, the teacher directly mark a WRONG(X)hugely... And throw back to the student without saying one word. so, what will the student feel?? hurtful of course!! why don't the teacher do a research about the LIKE and DISLIKE about students?? This is one of the reason why student give up. They used their time to finish their homework,they had used their heart to do this... but the reward is??
Teachers always said, nowadays student become more gangster, different then last time. Then the teachers, did you think before, why they will become like this?? You also responsible to teach this student. Why don't you put your time with those students that need your help?
BUT
you never lend your hands to this student.

So??

i had no comment...

Vicky

Happy mother's day^^

2010-05-09T04:04:00.001-07:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!! ^^

Thank you, my mother.
Lend me your hand, help me pass through all the difficulties...
Thank you, my mother
When i am sad, you give a courage smile to me...
Thank you , my mother
The days that you tough me all the knowledge that can't buy in this world...
Thank you , my mother
Bring me to this world...^^

I LOVE YOU my dear mum...

Vicky^^

Suju New album...

2010-05-07T06:52:00.000-07:00

For ELFs info, Suju album will released at 13 May, here is the track song for this album...

SUPER JUNIOR TRACK ALBUM RELEASED
1. 미인아 (BONAMANA)
2. 나쁜여자 (Boom Boom)
3. 응결 (Coagulation)
4. 나란 사람) (Your Eyes
5. My Only Girl
6. 사랑이 이렇게 (My All Is In You)
7. Shake It Up!
8. 잠들고 싶어 (In My Dream)
9. 봄날 (One Fine Spring Day)
10. 좋은사람 (Good Person)
11. Here We Go

If who are interest with this album, you can contact me or Junnie http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=lf#!/profile.php?id=100000928661427
The cost maybe is around RM40. We will buy straightly from Korea...

So be fast...^^
HERE IS THE TEASER.

^^

Share Video

2010-05-06T06:12:00.000-07:00

I love this two songs...^^
Enjoy^^

Vicky

4th album

2010-05-04T08:26:00.000-07:00

Super Junior 4h album---> 13 of May release.

hmm...
It is a good news...
But, recently i get some bad news about DBSK and Cassies.
haha!! whatever,
I doesn't them so much but only Changmin.
I just feel sorry to him, he put all his time in TVXQ, and now, because of Jaejoong, Junsu, and Micky, they break at last.
He wrote on his twitter:
This time, previous years, I was with TVXq member, now I don't. But I know, we are together in our soul. Because that's what never changes

But now, as i know, he continue his study at University.
That's good...^^
Hangeng, didn't contact members as well, why?
Where can i find the answer?
hurtful...:'-(

4th album, add oil!!~
Changmin, add oil!!~~
Yunho, add oill!!~~

Vicky

What i don't have??

2010-04-24T00:37:00.000-07:00

Comparing...
When i sit in the car, i always ask my mother about the skills of singing. But my mother always said, i don't have a good voice, but my sister have...This really make me sad.
Sometimes, i compared me and my sister.
She is prettier than me,
She is slimmer than me,
She have a nice voice,
She is now a air stewardess.

And

I am ugly,
I am fat,
I don't have a good voice,

But

I have family loves,
I have friends loves,
My result is better than hers,
I am braver than her,
I am talkative than her,
I can learn piano,
I can learn composed,
I can singing,
I can study what i like,
I can have the happy moment with all my friends,
I can have my own experience to teach piano,
I can plan my own future...

Comparing??

I have all happiness, my sister also gain a lot of happiness with her hardworking and friendly attitude...
I think no matter where am i, when others ask me, AM I HAPPY? i will say YES I AM. because, i have everything...^^

Vicky

My new Lyrics...

2010-04-16T18:16:00.000-07:00

你我

看飘落的叶子擦肩而过
就如从不存在无影无踪
虽然一再一再地停下脚步
但累积了无数笑容

回想那漫长的黑夜
想要传达却无法言喻
回不到过去
那漫长的黑夜
是你我曾经历过的一刻

不过世界有多黑暗困难
你我手牵着手
一起走到最后
彼此都不退后
紧紧拥抱你我
所期待的明天
我们在这里
内心变得更坚强

黑暗中没有光明的到来
哪怕撕裂一点缝隙
从墙缝中射出一道光明
使你我有勇气继续向前走

能够遇到你是我的幸运
相信我会是真心对待你
哭过也笑过放心伸出双手
一起小心栽种这份幸福

或许我们会有些小小的争吵
但我们还是会一如仅网

你我

hehe...
the meaning is all about friendship, opportunity to know you, trust each other, although i feel lonely, but you still beside me, support me. Feel pleasure...^^
I wirte this song, i think back the moment i was in form 3. It is a really fun and meaningful moment for me... I won't forget...
JAS, TUYA, TIAN LUI, ANNSHA, MESUL, always by myside...
Thanks a lot...

Vicky

Be happy

2010-04-08T04:16:00.000-07:00

Yea...
I think, i should accept all...
Kim Ji Eun... if i didn't spelling wrong...
Thanks for your advice^^

Vicky

Moody...

2010-03-31T04:45:00.000-07:00

It's really happen on me...
I can't said anything...
Men cannot be trust!!
All Men cannot be trust...
That STUPID IDIOT FOOL!!! Women!!!
USELESS!!!
I look down on this type of WOMEN!!!

I am crying...T.T

A weird heart

2010-03-28T07:47:00.000-07:00

Sad...
I totally out of my mind...
my tears, i really can't control anymore.
When i saw the problems appeared in front of me,
i really just can cry.
I really sad, really moody.
I cried in the car, my mum ask me why, but i just told her i was not feeling well.
but actually is i am sad because the family problems.
I feel my family, isn't like my family anymore...
It appeared a weird heart, weird feeling for me...
I want to talk out, but no ones will listen to me...

Please, if you give a chance, i will change all this situation...
I don't want my family become like this...
T.T

Vicky

Success!!

2010-03-18T03:40:00.000-07:00

haiyoo..
really tired yea...^^ haha!!
but happy++~~
Thanks Mesul...you deserve it...
Our society wanna dace Suju's sorry sorry.
As the same, Marcus is the conductor. But 2day, he fell sick.
Absence...=.='
Wei Shiang, our president, don't know why, also...
Absence...=.='
But, our dance still have to continue..
how??
I call mesul out, haha!!
Mesul teach us...^^
And We SUCCESS!!^^
such a great team we are..
^^
proud of this^^
Share this video...
SORRY SORRY...BY SUJU

Vicky

Personal..

2010-03-15T04:05:00.000-07:00

still guessing??
sound mature...
but internal?
pity...
I am not such an excellent person.
But i still want to have my own future,
my dream that is waiting me.

Personally,
i choose a brighter future.
be an artist?
be a composer?
be a businesswomen?

still guessing...

do you have any idea?

Vicky

韩庚Hangeng...

2010-03-11T00:23:00.000-08:00

I just saw the video of him that record after his lawsuit.
I wanna ask all E.L.F:
When he want to choose his future, he choose actor. He want to be an Actor, then Super Junior is a group of singer and dancer, isn't he is wasting his time in this singing career?
I told my parent about his lawsuit. My mum agreed him to step out from SME and super junior, why? because this is not he want. and the Company is too cruel. With an unhealthy body, he still have to work as a robot. The unfriendly Korean-->Girl Generation, always talk about bad things of Hangeng. Too cruel.
I am not saying that all the Korean like that, and i also like Super Junior this group, but this is his choice. He wants to act but not sing. that's all..
although see super junior without hangeng have a little sad, but i still support him to leave the company and Super Junior.
Be strong face your future.
Hangeng...

Vicky

人类六千年the six thousand of people

2010-03-10T04:54:00.000-08:00

The six thousand of people..
This is about the China History... my mum just borrow me. She said very boring. But it seems very interesting about the outlook..haha!!

2moro, the cruel exam finish...haha!!happy^^
Today, Jas told me Hankyung is not SJ anymore. In front of her, i look happy coz he is now free, but actually if SJ stand on the stage without Hankyung, it seems different. The feeling... I have a little bit sad about this. But she said, recently at the concert at China, when Henry and Zhoumi came out for performance, the fans call HanGeng's name, and Shi won told the fans to shutup, after that Heechul take the mic and shout henry and zhoumi's name, call the fans to shout out their name... It is very hurtful for Henry and Zhoumi of course. But very clear that, all the fans miss Hangeng. But this is his choice, we should respect him. I really hope SJ(included Hangeng) can continue their relationship, be best friends forever. I hope Heechul don't get mad with Hangeng.

Recently, i listen TVXQ's Toki Wo Tomete. Is a very nice and sad song... Let's the time stop. I gonna share with you this...

TVXQ TOKI WO TOMETE(stop the time)

I will always remember the footstep of you... Hope you all can still stand on the stage perform for us, five of you.

Vicky

Reality?

2010-03-07T02:14:00.000-08:00

wao...
I had composed 2 new song..^^
one is for Buddhist association, another is my feeling..
Now i try to contact the studio teacher to help me to remix my song...haha!!

Reality?
yes, reality. Sometimes it is really hurtful.
But still have to accept it.
I am not very sure, can i still continue finding him?
Or we really don't have the chance to meet each other?
Really sad yea..i just want to find the truth...
T.T

2moro still have exam... Science paper..
hopefully i can do it well...

wish me luck..
Vicky

Account ..

2010-03-03T18:22:00.000-08:00

T.T...
My Account maybe will failed...T.T..
gonna kill by my dad...
I can't finish the last question, and the kunci kira-kira not balance..
oh my god..
T.T

Help me..

A extreamly hot day...T.T

2010-03-02T18:40:00.000-08:00

wao...what the day is?? VERY HOT!!
2day exam Modem Math. It seem easy, i hope i can score on this paper..
^^
Hot Hot Hot!!! haiz...
Yesterday, internet got some problem and i can't serve internet..
Yesterday, we( Cuilin, Tian Lui, Shu Ni, Shu Zhen and Hui Yee) escape from school after exam...of course, we are known as the best of PONTENG...haha!! we just walk out the school and sit down wait for the car.. but suddenly, the discipline teacher( Suhaimi) came out and try to catch us. but he failed...we all go into the car immediately without let him saw our face... haha!! sound fun but a little bit dangerous...=.='
2day at perhimpunan, he said out this case...haha!! funny...

Now i gonna share with you this song...
wondergirl---> SO HOT....

Enjoy...^^
Vicky

Scar...

2010-03-01T04:54:00.000-08:00

2day had happen some weird things at school...
Jas had told me her friend saw my blog accidentally, and talk secretly with her sister.He don't want to tell Jas coz he said this will hurt Jas. My blog?? This is my blog, but got anything that i write that hurt Jas?
Maybe the guy misunderstanding or is not my blog hurt Jas.
If the guy is reading my blog, i hope you don't misunderstand what i write on my blog.^^
Jas and I were good friends since last year. so, i had no reason to hurt or lie to her..

Scar... my face...my nose..:-(
leave a weird scar on my nose...but it seems not serious...haha!!
My face, a lot of pimples and also scars. Sometimes i feel up sad about this. haiz...but now it look ok already, the scars colors not really clear but still can seen by others..=.='

SCAR...=.='

WEIRD right?? haha!!

Vicky

A little space created a big success..

2010-02-27T04:43:00.000-08:00

I am not sure, weather i can do it or not.
I am now practice my piano skill and composed some songs...

My piano
Exam is near, what can i do??
Music is all of my life...
luckily i have the basic of music(since i learn my piano for long time)
Study,study,study...
haiz...little bit boring...

This monday is school exam...
haiz...my history!!! can i pass??
hopefully yes, i gonna die if i failed it..
FIGHTING!!

Vicky

Seem different...

2010-02-25T23:55:00.000-08:00

New puppy a adopt... Muffin had run away from home since 13 February...I really miss her... But now, new puppy came... the feeling totally different and

what should i do the next?

Forget my muffin and love this puppy? yea...maybe...

Be brave when face the truth...
Here My muffin and new puppy, Molie..

can i said...YES?

2010-02-24T17:26:00.000-08:00

ok, now can i said YES?
I am studying...under stress...haha!!
not really stress, but is just fun...
Do you know, when i was at the first class, i am very very stress to see all those classmate with a unfriendly attitude(although i know them from small)...
just like look down others...
And now, i apply to go for Art class and they all at Science class..
The atmosphere really different then last time!!
I am really happy that i am now in this class,
no such as look down,
no such as stress when study,
haha!! i am more happy although not at the first class...^^
so, now can i said YES??

YES!!! haha!!

Now i wanna share some 2009 picture with you...

New year is coming soon...

2010-02-09T00:23:00.000-08:00

wa!! the first Chinese New Year i didn't back penang.. But it is not a bad thing for me...^^
Can't wait for the CNY...
Ang Pao!! haha!!

Wish all the friends and family have a happy Chinese New Year!! ^^

Vicky

Latest news!!! ---> DBSK

2010-01-01T04:38:00.000-08:00

TVXQ disbanding is false?

Only moments ago we reported on male sensation TVXQ, and their plans for disbanding in the new year. The source was from a Japanese article and SM Entertainment has yet to release a full legitimate statement, but things didn't look so good when Japan reported some unfortunate news.

A reporter said that tension within the group has become so high and bad that it's reached its limit, saying that Jaejoong, Yoochun, and Junsu showed more passion to perform than the other two as they seem to have lost the will to go on. Even worse, the reporter stated that, "Currently the three have begun their activities with a new agency and the remaining SM members are forbidden from contacting the other three."

Plans for TVXQ was to apparently begin promotions for their last single BREAK OUT! on the 27th of January, and to release their last album on February 17th with one final goodbye concert in June.

However, SM Entertainment did not give a long detailed official statement but quickly replied to the situation by saying, "The reporter's statements are false. There are no plans of disbanding." But another source stated that, "Nothing has yet been officially decided."

There's much confusion going around and no doubt it's got fans very anxious. But could this be another foreign misinterpretation? Not too long ago, Chinese reporters said many false things about the the Hankyung lawsuit and this could be merely just another false rumor from a foreign country that didn't know any better.

Happy New Year^^

2009-12-31T19:48:00.000-08:00

Happy new year first of all..
but, have a very bad news for Cassiopeia. According the Yahoo Japan, DBSK disband.
It is a very sad news for the one who love and support DBSK for so many years.
But 2day i found that, DBSK's members, Junsu and Yunho had a very kind heart.

Back in July we reported that leader Yunho of TVXQ / DBSK / Tohoshinki gave back by donating his time and volunteering at an orphanage in Nam-gu, Gwangju City. He served food and also cleaned the building.

Earlier in the month we reported that Xiah Junsu along with his fan club donated money to a poor village in Cambodia. The village was so thankful for the donation that they even named the village after him.

On December 31st, these two acts of kindness were shown on display on the documentary show Star The Secret.

Yunho gets about 3 days of vacation in a whole year and he mainly spends the few days off doing volunteer work at an orphanage. Yunho first debuted with TVXQ when he was 17 and even before that he a back-up dancer for Dana (CSJH theGrace). Even with his busy schedule, he never missed a day of school. Also he sometimes had to dye his hair for performances, but on the days he had to go to school, he would always go to a hair salon and make it black again. The person in charge of the orphanage said that Yunho is a big help to the kids. In the video you can see him dancing and playing with them.

They interview many people that live in the Xiah Junsu Village and they express that they're all very thankful to him. They say that he was the one that helped them fix their houses. One of them stated, "My heart had pain because of the falling roofs and for the kids who would get hit by the rain when it leaked through the roof. Now that everything's fixed, I'm really happy."

I hope DBSK will have a bright future... and i will support their decision anyway..
ALL THE BEST!!!

by, Vicky7616

Last performence

2009-12-25T23:17:00.000-08:00

Last performence Hankyung with SJ M

Performence without Hankyung, Kibum, Heechul

Will they stand on the stage together again??
13+2.
I will support your decision...

The truth

2009-12-23T05:14:00.000-08:00

Maybe now, i am still fine, but tomorrow, i can't know what will happen in the future. My heart is telling me not to be afraid and face it although it is worst then i thought. I hope the truth and can make me happier and not make me more sad.

Tomorrow my PMR result will come out, so, i have to face it although i know i will cry when get the result. yes, Tan Weiqin, i know you very well, you will cry tomorrow.

I wanna share with you about my trip to KL. Christmas is coming soon. Wish all of you Merry Christmas and Happy 2010.^^
My sister successful apply the job from Airasia as a cabin crow. And i am very happy is because if i buy ticket, it will discount until 90% for me!!! haha!! i am very happy and plan to go Korea after my SPM...haha!!(still long time to reach that age =.=')
So we go to KL for only 3 days.
we celebrated my dad's birthday, his 52 years old birthday^^
It is really happy and i hope all the best for my sister(especially)and also my family..

Be happy always^^

好久没写部落格了...

2009-11-29T22:02:00.000-08:00

Recently, i am learning Korean. Maybe it sounds look great, but actually it is much much hard then i though.
Finish my PMR, i really enjoy the days without books, but now, i am very boring. haiz... i think, next year will be much much challenging year for me to archive my target. yes! have to be prepared all the time..haha!!

Q:Why you want to learn Korean? is that fun?
A:It is fun if you like it. every languages is like that. First, have to memories; second have to understand the technique to write and talk. When you really understand, it will be a very easy job for you. but now, is still hard for me..haha!! i just learn around 1 week.

Q:What had attracted you to learn Korean?
A: Maybe is their traditional cloths...i like it very much. and their words, very special. It really attracted me. like 안영하세요(hello),다음에 또 봐요(see you next time) and a lot more...

Q:Are you going to Korea?
A:Not yet, but still in my plan. I hope i can go there for study^^

Q:Which Korean idol you like most?
A:erm...most...for me, no most la...i like DBSK's song, and Super Junior dance. They are really talent and friendly actually^^

Q:Which part of Korea you want to go?
A:Gwangju? ,maybe...haha!! i also don't know, but i want to go beach... whatever la, still i wanna go^^

Thanks for visit my blog^^

Vicky

my piano pieces...grade 8 :-(

2009-07-16T05:24:00.000-07:00

祝我好运。
韦茜！！！加油！！！
GRADE 8考试！我不怕你！！
huh!!

Vicky

Asian Tour

2009-07-15T22:08:00.000-07:00

Super Junior明天就开始他们的巡回演唱会。

其实，我有冲动想过去看。但是时间和地点都不配合我。L

可是无所谓，Jas有帮我传些祝福语给他们。

我大概写这样：

To all members of Super Junior:

As you know, I am one of the MG group member. Before I enter this group, I don’t know you all until Jas told me.

Firstly, I want to say sorry to Ye Sung because when I want to remember his name, I always pronounce wrongly. I called him Ya Song. Jas and Tuya really get mad to me.

By the way, I want to congrate to Han Kyung. Thank him because he had taught some of the super junior members Mandarin and bring our Chinese culture to Korea. I am proud and glad to know you.^^

Lee tuek, you are my friend’s idol. Take good care of yourself. Be the best for now and always.

I wish all of you the best, not only for the Asian Tour, and also the future world.

Ps: If there is chance, I hope I can watch your dance with my naked eyes, and meet you all.

GOOD LUCK.

Vicky

如果Jas没有改，应该是这样。哈哈！！

我祝福他们。加油！！

韩庚

2009-07-15T04:37:00.000-07:00

我刚刚认识韩庚。他长得不错，而且也是在个很特殊的方法进到娱乐圈，成了名。从中国，到韩国，肯定吃了不少的苦。
他是super junior其中之一，也是super junior M的队长。
对我来说，他是一个很有耐力，毅力得一位歌手和演员。
我佩服他是因为他把中国的传统带到韩国去，而且教其它的成员华语。
所以，他也算是我钦佩的一个人。
要是有机会，我很想亲眼看到他的舞蹈。
我要求不多，也不要求和他拍和照，拿签名，
只要求我能够亲眼看到他们跳舞。

你的精神，给我了不少的勉励。我希望你继续加油，请不要放弃，让世界各国的人都以你为榜样。

Vicky

New Picture^^

2009-07-10T20:06:00.001-07:00

很失望

2009-07-01T00:52:00.001-07:00

我很失望
到底你要我怎样做
才能配合你？
我很辛苦的
我功课压力很大
老师给压力
同学给压力
自己的压力

为什么你还这样不信任我？
我有读书的！！
我平时都牺牲我睡眠的时间来读书
我很不明白
你到底要我怎样？？
告诉我啊！
你想我去死吗？
你想我放弃自己吗？
你到底想我怎样？？？？？

没有人是完美的(my new song)

2009-06-30T04:52:00.001-07:00

没有人是完美的

曾经有人说过我的优点

曾经有人说过我的缺点

曾经我很伤心没有朋友

曾经我很悲伤没有家人

太阳晒得让我透不过气

我无法想像我的路会怎样去走

连云都把我给淹没

想想为什么为什么

这世界上没有人是完美的

去接受别人的意见

把缺点化成优点

这世界上没有人是完美的

自我检讨自我ooh… 反省

别人看到你的缺点

是你自己看不到的

New student

2009-06-21T00:22:00.001-07:00

A new student name Mei Xuan came to our school last week.
i think she is not that easy because of her words and her reaction. anything told me that she is not that easy. i prefer to not disturb her when she is busy....=.='

whatever, welcome her^^

my friends...^^

2009-06-09T04:51:00.000-07:00

friends 4ever...^^

happy^^

2009-06-06T20:14:00.000-07:00

my group梵音
i really appreciate this camp.
Let me meet a lot of people who like music.
and let me learn a lot of piano skill...
the teacher really good in music and he graduate from a music school which located at USA.
haha!! i really learn a lot at there....

thanks to all organizer. thanks...

Happy birthday to me...

2009-06-03T00:55:00.000-07:00

nobody care my birthday.

Dissapointed

2009-05-27T18:58:00.000-07:00

i feel i am very useless...
my result had drop
my math can't get a A
my English oso can't score

but i can't cry in fron't of my friends and family
coz, i can't!
I am very sad.....
i scare my parents said very disappointed to me.

But i will still try my best
untill the end....

wait for me PMR
i won't lose for you again!!!!!!!!!!!!!

考完试的！

2009-05-26T03:44:00.000-07:00

这次的考试很难，
很难....
我恨不得要把考卷都给撕掉！
但是又不能交白卷...

这次考试不能偷看了，拿死张怡杰和张怡祥盯来盯去。
害到我不能问答案。
算了啦！

祝我幸运吧～
送你好听的歌
可惜不是你－－『梁静茹

不知道是幸运还是倒霉...

2009-05-22T19:52:00.000-07:00

昨天我拿到新电话，但是我又弄不见家里的锁匙。
我不是故意的！
我昨天下去KB的时候，我是最后一个，我锁门的。
然后我看到车上有报纸，
就想拿去丢掉
我并没有把锁匙放进我包包里
可是我记得我的确是把我包包和锁匙一起放在seat那边
我去找
又找不到！！！！
我真的不知道
救命啊！！！！
谁可帮我？？

我的新电话nokia 5130

好朋友吗？

2009-05-19T04:37:00.000-07:00

今天，终于让我看清楚我身边的好朋友到底是怎样得一个人.
我下课的时候吃面汤的时候，吃到一半面汤整个倒在我的身上。
刚巧，我的book和她的叠在一起，就不小心弄到她的book一点点。
她就在那边埋怨我弄到她的book，但是却没有看到我被烫伤。
我忍痛，我不出声。
然后我叫她配我去厕所洗衣，她就说和我在一起，好事就没有来，但坏事就一直来。
她这句话很伤我。我的身体再痛，都不比心痛。
难道，我是故意的吗？
她的book有plastic包着，而我的book是全部都湿了，我一句都不吭声。
我的身体不疼吗？
我的book湿了，我不心疼吗？
只有她埋怨。
I wait for her to ask me, isn't hurt? or some question that can let me feel comfortable。
最后，她只说，我身上有汤味，臭味。

算了！
我不想计较。

Vicky

Wanna form a group/band??

2009-05-18T03:16:00.000-07:00

We are now a team? a group? or a band?
whatever, now, they wanna form a band.
without any basic music instrument.
i was shock
it is not easy to form a blind band.

they said, they need me
to teach them music
but, they didn't feel that i was in the stress.
to teach them, it will be another task for me
better give up?
or continue?

Us...

Mix Generation

><" Jas and me

in the end...
give you some video of us...^^

Vicky

Starting....

2009-05-11T07:19:00.000-07:00

something had been through, but i didn't release that
maybe there is a mistake, but i didn't release that
such a beautiful things, but i didn't release that
i had miss a lot of things, but i didn't release that

a wonderful world is waiting for me to reserve it.
am i going to give up everthing?
impossible!
i wanna do anything that i could,
i don't want to regret when doing somethings,
i want back my friendship because it is belong to us!

wat should i start?

i have to be patients,
i have to be more helpful,
i have to be nice,
i have to be care each other.

BUT...

why i should change myself?

i more like become myself, my own attitude.
i had no idea.....

Vicky

小故事给全世界母亲，祝母亲们，母亲节快乐

2009-05-08T05:51:00.000-07:00

有一个一婴儿就快出生了。他感到异常的恐惧，因为不久后他就会到一个完全陌生的环境中去。有一天，小孩走到上帝的面前问：“我听他们说，你明天就要把我送去地球了，是吗？”
“没错，孩子。” 上帝微笑这点头。
“可是你能告诉我吗？为什么我到了那边，就会变得那么小，那么无助？”
“你放心好了，你到那边不会觉得无助的。”上帝仍然微笑着对小孩说。
“我已经在所有的天使中，选中了一个给你。他会在地球上等待你，并且照顾你。”
“可是...”小孩欲言又此。
“孩子，你有什么疑惑就问吧，我会尽量告诉你。”
“在天堂我除了快乐的唱歌和微笑之外，我什么都不会做。我到了那边会快乐吗？”
“你的天使将每天为你唱歌，对你微笑。你会感受到你的天使的爱，会比在天堂更加快乐。”
“可是，我并不懂他们的语言。”
“其实很简单。”上帝说。
“你的天使将教你最美丽，甜蜜的词语，他会带着最大的耐心和关怀，叫会你怎样说话。”
“真的吗？”小孩太起头看上帝，
“那么，如果我想要和你说话，我该怎样做？”
“你的天使会把你的双手合起来，并且教你怎样祈祷。”
“嗯...”小孩还在喋喋不休。
“我听说地球上很多坏人，谁会保护我？”
“呵呵，我可爱的孩子。”上帝把手放在孩子的肩膀上。
“这你不用担心，你的天使将会保护你的，相信我，他甚至为了你不顾自己的生命。”
那一刻，小孩感到无比的安祥，她甚至能听到从地球的声音。
小孩焦急的看着上帝。
“我马上要离开了，那么你请你告诉我，我的天使的名字叫什么？”
上帝微微扬扬头，淡淡的笑了。
“这个嘛，其实并不重要，不是吗？如果你愿意，就请你简单的称呼她为“妈妈”吧！”

不明白他们正在想什么

2009-04-23T20:51:00.001-07:00

我天生长得不好看，可以说丑。
但，难道一个丑女就没有尊严，没有自尊吗？
为什么，我班上的男同学都是介意样貌？介意外表？
开口关口都是讽刺别人，
讲别人的缺点...
长得帅
就可以这样伤别人吗？
长得帅
就可以随便讽刺人吗？
长得帅
就可以看不起别人吗？
长得帅
就能够嚣张吗？

帅又怎样？
也是一个人不是吗？
丑又怎样？
也不就是人吗？

为什么要以外表来判断个人的性格与思想？
我们认识了差不多10年了
难道“丑”个字
不能离开你们口吗？

长得丑就不受欢迎
长得丑就不值得去了解
长得丑就要抛在一旁
长得丑就不是人了吗？

我们各自都有一个灵魂
都是一样大小，一模一样的灵魂
这个身体
只是借用的而已
多30年
我们也是会长得一样老
一样慢慢的丑
现在应样貌
而这样看不起别人

我对这种种的行为感到很失望
我很希望
你们对我的态度
有所改变

Vicky

小小故事送给你

2009-04-20T00:56:00.000-07:00

1)禮物歸誰

一個佛陀在旅途中，碰到一個不喜歡他的人。
連續好幾天，好長一段路，那個人都用盡各種方法來侮辱他。
最後，佛陀轉身問那個人：
「若有人送你一份禮物，但你拒絕接受，那麼這份禮物最後會屬於誰呢？」
那個人回答：「屬於原本送禮的那個人。」
佛陀笑著說：「沒錯。若我不接受你的謾罵，那你就是在罵自己囉？」
那個人摸摸鼻子走了。

只要心靈健康，別人怎麼樣都不會影響我們。
相反，如果我們一味地在乎別人的說法或做法，就會失去自主權，受人支配。

2)險峰急流與你何干

這是一處地勢險惡的峽谷。
湍急的水流奔騰而下，幾根光禿禿的鐵索橫亙在懸崖峭壁間，這就是過河的橋。
有三個人來到橋頭。
一個盲人，一個聾子，一個耳聰目明的健全人。
三個人一個接一個地抓住鐵索，凌空行進。
結果是：盲人、聾子過了橋，那個耳聰目明的人跌了下去，喪了命。
難道耳聰目明的人不如盲人、聾人嗎？他的弱點恰恰源於耳聰目明。
盲人說：我眼睛看不見，不知山高橋險，心平氣和地攀索；聾人說：我的耳朵聽不見，不聞腳下咆哮怒吼，恐懼相對減少了很多。

對於健全的人來說，心智的修煉恐怕要比本領的修煉更重要。
你過你的橋，險峰和急流又與你何干？只管注意你的腳，讓自己踏得穩固就夠了。

3)把你的心從竿上撐過去

一位撐竿跳選手，一直苦於無法超越一個高度。
他失望地對教練說：「我實在是跳不過去。」
教練問：「你心裡在想什麼？」
他說：「我一衝到起跳線時，看到那個高度，就覺得我跳不過去。」
教練告訴他：「你一定可以跳過去的。把你的心從竿上撐過去，你的身子就一定會跟著過去。」
他撐起竿又跳了一次，果然一躍而過。

一個人最難克服的是心理障礙。要想讓身子過去，就要先把心從竿上撐過去。

4)用「裂縫」來澆灌鮮花

挑水工有兩個水罐，一個完好無缺，一個有一條裂縫。
每天早上，挑水工都拎著兩個水罐去打水，但到家的時候，有裂縫的水罐通常只剩下一半的水，所以完美的水罐常常嘲笑有裂縫的水罐，而有裂縫的水罐也因此十分自卑。
終於有一天，在挑水工打水的時候，有裂縫的水罐難過地哭了。
他對挑水工嗚咽道：「真對不起，因為我的裂縫，每天浪費了您很多時間。」
挑水工聽了說：「不，沒有浪費。不信，你可以看一下回家路上的那些鮮花。」說完，挑水工又拎著水罐往回走。
果然，有裂縫的水罐發現，不知何時，自己這邊的小路上開滿了各種鮮花，而好水罐的那邊卻沒有。
挑水工邊走邊說：「我在你這邊的路上撒下花種，正因為你的裂縫，才使它們每天都喝到足夠的水，開出了美麗的鮮花。若不是你，我怎麼可能每天採花，裝飾自己的家園呢？」有裂縫的水罐聽到這兒，高興地笑了。

人生旅途中，難免有些不如意的「裂縫」。
只要我們善於利用這些「裂縫」，它們依然可以開出裝點心靈家園的美麗「鮮花」。

5)為生命祈禱

清晨，約翰正像往常那樣散步，一輛大垃圾車停在了約翰身邊。
約翰以為那司機要問路，他卻向約翰出示了一張照片，那是一個非常可愛的五歲男孩。
「這是我的孫子傑樂米，」他說：「他躺在費尼克斯醫院裡，靠人工心臟生活。」
約翰想他是想讓我捐款，就伸手去摸錢包。
可他不要錢。
他說：「我向每一個我遇到的人請求他們為傑樂米禱告。請你也為他禱告一次，好嗎？」
約翰做了。
那天，約翰覺得自己的問題好像沒那麼重要了。

緊抱著自己的心，為生命祈禱...偉大的心像海洋一樣，博大、深遠，永遠也不會封凍，那是因為...愛。

6)做好份內該做的事

一個小男孩哭著回家了。
因為在學校的活動裡，老師派他扮演一個小角色，而他的同學卻扮演主要角色。
母親聽後，冷靜地把自己的錶放在男孩的手心裡，問男孩：「你看到什麼？」
男孩回答說：「金錶殼和指標。」
母親把錶背打開後，又問男孩同樣的問題，他看到許多小齒輪和螺絲。
母親對男孩說：「這個錶假使缺少這些零件中的任何一件，便不能走了。就連那些你幾乎看不到的零件也是一樣重要。」

無論我們在工作中充當什麼樣的角色，只要是份內應該做的事，就應當盡力把它做到最好。
再小的事、再不起眼的小角色，也有它存在的價值和意義。

对你说的话

2009-04-13T07:49:00.000-07:00

让我与你握手
再轻轻地抽我的手
知道思念从此生根
浮云白日三川庄严温柔

让我与你握手
再轻轻抽出我的手
年华从此停顿
热泪在心中汇成河流

是那样万般无奈凝视
渡口旁找不到一朵可以相送的花
就把祝福别襟上吧
而明日
明日又隔天涯

Vicky

我要懂得放松

2009-04-03T06:07:00.000-07:00

我最近挺忙的。
忙功课...
忙补习...
忙钢琴班...
忙东忙西的...
现在
又要在我忙的名单里加上：
忙作曲...=.='

我妈妈的学校（也是我的母校〕
要我篇一首歌，给合唱团唱
又要是twinkle twinkle little star的歌
来开端

我想了又想
想到morzart的twinkle twinkle little star 12变奏曲
唉！这可是给我很大的帮助哦～
我就用他得一点
做我的一点
就不会太烦恼啦～
可是
现在烦恼的事
我练不熟

再想
我妈妈又要我在明年考grade 8
我不知道可以handle得到吗...

Vicky

忙…

2009-03-24T07:01:00.000-07:00

一开学，就开始补习。所以呢，我至少4点才到家。可说每天都没有吃午餐，晚餐也少之又少。
从早上，我喝了麦片去上学，然后就一直耐到放学甚至补完习。4点回到家，4.30又开始另一堂的补习，一直到7点半左右。回到家，有时后就可以吃晚餐（因为晚上没有补习），有时后就来不及吃，8点又有另一堂补习到九点半。我现在连吃饭的时间都不稳定，更何况是上网（几天上一次）。
我的头脑很累，功课又多，又赶不上。这就是中三的生活吗？唉～想找一天出去玩！玩到尽兴！这个机会应该是过了PMR才会有吧～
太多太多了。上课时，我的眼皮一直要掉下，顶不顺时，我马上躺在桌子上呼呼大睡。根本就没办法专心上课。不能专心，回到家又没有时间温习，我岂不得是一落千丈？？真的，是一落千丈。
我六年级的时候都没有这样累，中三却这样累。我恨不得赶快考过PMR，让我和周公好好地下一场漫长的棋.哈哈！！
我现在都要趁早上的时候来写部落格，现在是4.18 a.m.。开始读书咯！=.=

恭喜^^

2009-03-16T22:58:00.000-07:00

梁老师结婚，我可当她的姐妹哦！
很好玩，但是很累...哈哈！！
那些兄弟是禽兽吧？
向前冲的！没看别人站在哪里，向前冲！
我也就快给他们弄倒了...
尤其是那个朱建宝...
我们呢，要给他们过四关才可以“进门”
哈哈！
第一关：新郎在嘴唇上涂上口红，要去吻每8个兄弟。
第二关：很简单，吃wasabi的面包.
(他们以为只是普通面包，就一口给吃完了,谁知道，吃到眼泪都流了下来〕
第三关：喝苦瓜水
最后一关：在新郎的身上（胸口，腰部〕梆上水果，叫兄弟过去吃，
（当他们在吃时，很想在吃胸和“小弟弟”，哈哈！！〕

过了一煽门，他们既然冲进去要开新娘房的门。呼！
我们又要他过三关...
第一关：在纸上的唇印，找出新娘的唇印。
第二关：有嘴巴写出“梁丽燕，我爱你一生一世”
（但是一生一世给他写变成1三14.=.=')
最后一关（这是新娘要的〕：唱月亮代表我的心，大喊“梁丽燕，我爱你一生一世，我会帮你做家务！”
（在这边，我们知道原来新郎不做家务的。呵呵～〕

就这样，顺利的取到新娘了^^
恭喜你哦！梁老师，我祝你永远幸福，快乐^^

Vicky